hot and bothered

f**ked up!

bil's pov:

I followed y/n into her living room snuggling up next to her. Looking out the sliding door I see trickles of rain hit the glass.

"This weather is so beautiful." The rain started to get stronger and the sky got grey.

"This rain?" She looked at me confused.

"Yeah. It's peaceful, nobody's outside they're afraid they might get wet, people avoid the roads it's nice."

I stroke her palm having my hands interlocked with hers. We sat in silence for a bit letting y/n's jazz records play and just enjoyed each other's presence for a bit. Being with her made me feel calm and safe. The lifestyle I had was hectic, I don't know if she is ready for that.

She looked like she didn't involve herself in the media, didn't pay much attention to it. She would've recognized me by now, wouldn't she? Maybe not.

"Penny for your thoughts?" She looked into my eyes with the most genuine smile.

"Just thinking about how lucky I am to be here with you, just enjoying each other's presence for a bit."

"You're cute."

"No that's you."

She gently punched my shoulder giggling. I gave her a glare she couldn't tell if I was joking.

"Sorry..." Her demeanor changed completely. Is she that gullible?

I tickled her and she began to laugh so hard. She kicked and yelled "Stop it Billie".

"BILLIE STOP."

I laughed at her cheeks going red from her anger.

"Fine, fine." I try to put on a serious face and she rolled her eyes at me.

"I'm hungry." She pouted getting up from the couch and headed to her kitchen.

"But you just ate." She stopped in her tracks and looked back at me. She got provoked so easily it was the cutest thing.

"Just for that you're paying for the food."

She continued to walk to her kitchen and came back a glass of water. 

"Hey, I know this is like off topic or whatever but like what are we? I know that usually scares people but I'm starting to really like you and-"

I covered her mouth with my pointer finger.

"Shh"

"But-"

"Hush dammit."

"Rude." She mumbled

"No I'm not seeing anyone. Why would I be here with you? I like you too, like a lot. I don't know what we are we can talk about it when you're ready."

I gripped her thigh and gave her a kiss. I could stay like this with her forever.

I have to leave soon though. I have to be hundred percent honest with her. I cant lose her. Fuck.

"Where have you been all my life, Billie?"

"Looking for you."

"Fuck you cuteass bitch making me all soft and shit."

We laughed and she hopped onto my lap. I gripped onto her giving her neck kisses.

"You're mine."

Her body tensed up for a second but she quickly loosened up as I kissed her neck. I left her hickies to remember this. She ordered pizza for both of us from this vegan pizza restaurant and we watched a movie together. I looked down at my phone when the movie ended "12:22"

"Shit." I said under my breath gripping onto the phone.

"Hmm?" I looked down at her laying down on my lap and she opened one eye.

"Sorry, baby. Didn't mean to wake you."

"It's all good. But what happened, Bil?" She got up from my lap and stretched. She gave me hug hooking onto my torso.

"My mom's texting. I gotta get home, baby."

"Okay I'll walk you out, Bil."

I picked up my stuff from y/n's room and she walked me down the apartment building. When we got to my car she gave me a kiss and I hopped into the drivers seat.

"Be safe please." She blew a kiss at me as I backed up the car.

"I'll text you when I get home mama."

"You better."

I picked a random playlist of mine and turn it up loud. How the fuck am I going to tell her I'm leaving LA to tour the world for 3 months.

"Great going pussy couldn't tell her in person nice Billie." I muttered under my breath.

"Incoming call from Nat"

  hiii babies! this chapter came out late but y'all literally BEGGED for this chapter so here it is babies! WHO THE FUCK IS NAT??? uh find out next chapter. don't forget to vote on this chapter and follow my insta @fatherbil i love you all have a beautiful day xo.