hot and bothered

flashing lights

y/n's pov:

My body became numb. I felt her eyes digging into my soul as she asked that question.

"Will you be mine?"

The way those four words impacted my body was incredible and all she did was speak. She started to stroke my hand waiting for answer. I didn't want to worry her but honestly I couldn't speak. I tried to get a word out of me but I couldn't, I felt like somebody was choking me and I was out of breath.

"Baby?"

Her voice was full of worry. Fuck I didn't mean to do that.

SPEAK.

"Ye-"

A bright light went off and we both turned our heads immediately. She quickly let go of my hand and focused her eyes on me.

"Listen to me. We're going to get up from this table more importantly calmly. You're going to put on these sunglasses. Don't hold my hand, try to be as friendly as possible with me. Please try to cover your face as much as possible. I'm sorry this had to happen so early on. I'll explain in the car, keep your cool."

All I did was nod my head, I was so confused what was going on. What the fuck was going on? I just did what Billie asked. I put on the sunglasses Billie handed me. Billie placed a wad of cash on the table for the bill and flipped up her hood. She slipped her hands in her pockets and guided me out of the restaurant.

"Billie!!!"

"When are you coming out with more music???"

"Why did you post flowers on your instagram story the other day?"

"Who's this girl your with?"

"You seem to be very comfortable with her, we saw you holding her hand!!!"

"Can we get a quick picture for the report, Billie Eilish?"

"You're looking beautiful as always! Who's your friend?"

People began to surround me and Billie I could tell she was getting aggravated but she kept her cool. I started to fall behind because paparazzi continued to cut me off to get closer to Billie. Billie turned around and noticed I was behind. She grabbed my hand and pulled me closer to her. Whatever she said about "being friendly" didn't faze her anymore.

"Billie! Are you seeing anyone?"

She pulled down her sunglasses showing her eyes.

"Thank you for your questions, I need to get going I have meetings to get to thank you guys."

"Have a beautiful day, Billie!"

The paparazzi continued to take pictures and Billie opened the passenger door for me and made her way around to the drivers seat. I laid my head back and took in a deep breath. Billie sat in her seat and pushed back her hood off her head.

"Hey, are you good?"

She reached for my hand trying to see if I was okay when obviously she was the one that was flustered.

"I'm okay, baby. Are you?"

"Yeah, now I just know I can't come here anymore. Another place where pap's can find me."

Her tone after she said that sounded sad. I should've realized she couldn't go out in public like that.

"I'm sorry we came here, Bil. I should've known better after you told me about your music career, we should have just ordered take out."

I placed my hands on my face and just thought about how oblivious I was. Billie obviously hated this type of shit why didn't I think about it. Fuck.

"Y/N?"

She took my hands off my face and smiled.

"I would kiss you right now but there's like hundreds of paparazzi outside and I want you to be my secret for a while."

"You're stupid."

She lightheadedly pushed my shoulder and giggled.

"I would love for you to be in between my legs right now but you know paparazzi."

I wanted to tease her just a little bit. I know she was tense and I wanted to lighten up the mood. As she put the car in drive she gave me a quick glance and bit her lip.

"Someones acting like a bad girl."

I felt my cheeks go hot and the car began to back up. The paparazzi swarmed to the front of the car the flashing lights hurt my eyes. They were so persistent.

"I saw you go all red babygirl. That's why you don't tease, daddy."

"Don't start, Billie."

"Don't tease me, y/n. Especially when all I want to do is pounce on you. But you know paparazzi."

She said the last part sarcastically trying to mock me. Oh Billie.

"You never answered my question though, y/n."

I felt butterflies in my stomach. Whenever I'm around Billie these butterflies always appear. I forgot how to use my words. She placed her hand on my thigh and rolled down the window.

"What are you doing, Billie?"

"Oh now you speak, baby."

She flipped off the paparazzi on the side of the car.

"PRIVACY! THATS ALL I ASK FOR!"

Billie sped up the car and began to laugh. She didn't care, she spoke her mind. She wasn't worried what the media would think about her. I was so infatuated with everything she did. The way she walked, talked, loved she was my person. I'm so grateful I found her.

"Yes."

She turned her head and gave me a confused look.

"Huh, my love?"

"I'll be yours, Billie."

She licked her lips and moved her hand closer to my inner thigh.

"Be ready for when we get home, babygirl."

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