hot and bothered

love me until i die

bil's pov:

I kissed y/n and pushed myself off the bed winking at her. She clenched her thighs together and I saw her cheeks turn red. I walked into her bedroom bathroom tying my hair up into a bun. Looking in the mirror I see y/n walking up to me in my oversized hoodie.

She was so hot without even trying.

She wrapped her arms around my waist. Her presence was warm and made me feel happy. She started trailing little kisses on my back.

"Baby?"

"Yes, Billie?"

"You look cute in my clothes."

"I know." She giggled and grabbed my face and planted a kiss on my lips.

"Can you sleep her tonight, Billie?" She gave me puppy dog eyes and began to give me kisses again.

"You can sleep at my place, I want you to meet Finneas, my mom, and dad."

"Okay let me pack, baby." I nodded at her. I left my phone on the bathroom sink and made my way to her kitchen to grab some water.

Looking through the fridge I begin to hear my phone ring. Who is that?

"Baby, I'll get it for you!"

I closed the fridge door and began to drink the water. Why was she being so quiet?

"Hey, baby? Who was it?"

Still silence. My stomach began to feel uneasy and I walked into her room. She was looking at my phone like a deer in headlights.

I saw streams of tears begin to start. What the fuck. I ran over to y/n, I dropped my water bottle and cupped her face in my hands.

"Hey? Hey? What's wrong talk to me, baby."

"Who's Nat?" I felt my heart sink to my stomach. She raised an eyebrow at me. Her voice was full anger.

"I can explain-"

"What is there to explain, Billie? Because I don't know I give you my all, all the time. I put YOU first. I FUCKED YOU WHILE MY BEST FRIEND WAS DRUNK GETTING FUCKED BY MY BROTHER."

She pushed my hand away and shoved my phone into my hands.

"READ WHAT SHE SAID BILLIE. YOU HAVE A LOT OF FUCKING EXPLAINING TO DO."

I take my phone into my hand quickly glancing through the text messages.

Nat: Baby I miss you.
Nat: I miss your lips.
Nat: Why do you ignore me.
Nat: Is it because of that new girl?
Nat: I want you right now so bad.

"Fuck."

"Fuck? That's all? Are you serious, Billie?

"You're reading this all wrong, Y/N."

"How?" She began to cry harder. "Why are you doing this to me? When is the act up? After you take me on tour and make me feel like some special groupie?? Fuck you, Billie."

"Y/N?"

She looked over at me clenching onto my phone. Her eyes went wide when saw me grab my keys.

"Where are you going?"

"This girl. Nat. She broke my heart. She used me. Showed me off everywhere for clout, I don't know why. She has ruined everything in my life."

"Then why are you still fucking TEXTING HER, BILLIE?!"

"Y/N CANT YOU SEE I DONT RESPOND? I NEVER DO. SHES PATHETIC. I USED TO ANSWER HER TEXT MESSAGES BEFORE I MET YOU. WHEN I WAS LONELY AND FELT LIKE I HAD NOBODY I TALKED TO THE PERSON WHO PUT ME IN THE PLACE I WAS IN. BUT YOU DONT REALIZE IT DONT YOU?"

I caught my breath and instantly felt bad for raising my voice at her.

"I'm sorry, Y/N. I didn't mean to yell. Natalie just finds a way to ruin my happiness constantly."

"What dont I get, Billie? Please inform me."

She wasn't grasping the situation she was being hard headed she was blocking out all my words, she only cared about Natalie.

"Y/N, I l-"

"You what? Huh? Cmon yell at me more, Billie. It doesn't justify this situation."

I was becoming impatient all I wanted to do was yell for hours, but I cant do that to her. She was really pushing my buttons though.

"Speak, Eilish. You sure have a lot to say all the time what happened now?"

I walk up to her making her back up slowly. She eventually runs into the wall.

"What are you doing?"

I keep staring into her beautiful trying to spit out what I want to say. But the way she tilted her head at me, the way her lips curled. Everything about her had me speechless. I could never get enough of her. I push back her messy hair behind her ear.

"I love you."

hii angels! how was your day? i hope it was good 🥺 thank you for reading this chapter don't forget to vote on it :D i'm sorry i left on a cliffhanger (not really) i cant thank you enough for 9k reads thats fucking insane!! follow my instagram @fatherbil <3
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