hot and bothered

sidewalks

bil's pov:

She latched onto my face kissing me softly. It was like she wanted to reject the fact that I was leaving. Her lips felt so good on me though. They were soft and inviting. They were accepting and caring, her body language said differently. She was focused on me but her mind was somewhere else. I grabbed her by her torso and placed her on my lap.

Her hips moved in sync with our kiss, her hands were gripping onto my hair. She began to move faster and the kiss became more urgent. I wanted to talk, I knew she wanted to as well but didn't know how. I grabbed her face and pulled her away.

She looked at me out breath. Her eyes started to flow with water.

"Talk to me, baby."

"How. I don't know how. I don't want you to leave."

"I know I'm sorry I should've told you earlier."

"How long will you be gone?"

"3 months."

Y/N's eyes widened and tears began to run down her red cheeks. I place my hand on her thigh stroking it to give her comfort.

"I'm sorry, my love. I really I am."

"Don't be. It's your job. It's your life."

"Hey, but you're apart of it now."

She looked at me with a smile. she wrapped her arms around my waist and nuzzled her face into my neck.

"Y/N?"

"Yeah?"

"What does your job schedule look like? Do you have a lot of vacation days? Is you boss lenient?"

I felt a smile grow on her face and she pulled away from our hug. She began to giggle looking at my confused face.

"What?"

"I am my own boss, Bil."

"Oh?"

"I'm an owner of my own little boutique."

"Can I ask you something?"

"Anything."

"Do you want to come on tour with me? Even if it's just a little bit of shows. I don't know you can leave for a bit and come back."

She kissed me. I'm slowly falling for this girl.She has my heart in her hands and she doesn't even know it.

"I guess that was a yes?"

She rolled her eyes and laughed. "Yes, dummy."

"Well I'm hungry can we go eat now."

She nodded her head and hopped over to the passenger seat. I put the car in drive and made our way to the restaurant.

"Billie?"

"Yes, baby."

"Can you play more of your stuff?"

She shyly looked at me with her cheeks turning red. I grabbed my phone and handed it over to her.

"Of course, y/n. Just search up my name and play anything you want."

She nodded, I placed my hand on her thigh again while I drove with my left hand. She was the one.

"Ive been watching you for some time. Can't stop staring at those ocean eyes."

A smile appeared on my face, what drew her to pick this song? I looked over at her and she had her eyes close and was just taking in the song.

"Why'd you pick this one?"

"I don't know there's so many songs I just clicked on a random one. You sound so beautiful, you're so angelic holy fuck."

"That's the song that gave me a platform. Started my whole career."

She opened her eyes her jaw was on the floor. She held onto my hand.

"No wonder. You sound so baby though."

"Well I was 13."

"13?!?!"

She was in utter shock and I couldn't help but laugh at her reaction.

"Yup. It's all thanks to my brother Finneas. He said he was going to turn my into the biggest pop star in the world, and here I am on my third sold out world tour."

"You really love him huh, Bil?"

I looked over at her pretty face, her eyes were filled with curiosity and wonder.

"He's my bestfriend, y/n."

She smiled at my response I parked the car at the vegan restaurant. We ate together, talked, and laughed. Then I grabbed y/n's hand from across the table and looked her in her eyes. She gave me a nervous smile but when along with it.

"Baby?"

"Mhm?"

"Will you be mine?"

half ass chapter. i'm sorry i have a lot of school stuff going on my loves thank you so fucking much for 6k reads thats fucking crazy. also i have a one shot book coming out soon!! i love you all so much and i hope you enjoyed. don't forget to vote on this chapter and follow me on my instagram!