Battered Wife : Alec Alfiro [COMPLETED]

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ALEC

                Napatakip ako ng mata ng biglang magliwanag ang buong kwarto.

               " Kuya!Ano ganyan ka nalang?! " napatingin ako kay Aliah na ngayon ay galit na nakatingin sa akin. Napabuntong hininga ako, lahat sila galit, I'm so fucked up.

              "Go away, Ali." nanghihinang sagot ko sa kanya.

                 Dalawang araw na ang nakalipas matapos ang trahedyang yon, hindi ko sinasadya! Umupo ako at agad na napahawak sa ulo ng maramdaman ang sakit nito.

               "Anong go away, go away?! Kuya ano ba?! Bakit ba hindi ka magtino! " alam kong galit na galit si Aliyah sa akin,gago ako eh.

             "Shut up okay? Wala kang alam. " madiing sagot ko sa kanya,they don't know anything.

             " Don't shut me up kuya! Tama nga siguro si Isha! Sana hindi mo nalang siya tinulungan at niligtas noon para hindi ka niya nakilala at hindi ka niya minahal! " napatigil ako sa sinabi niya.

               " What do you mean tinulungan at niligtas?" takang tanong ko.

            "Ah ngayon hindi mo maalala, December 31st kuya! Nasa island tayo that time! Gabing gabi nun at kung hindi mo siya nakitang nalulunod at tinulungan ay baka wala siya at ang anak niyo ngayon! "

              Oh god! It's her! The girl that I'm looking for, napahilamos ako ng mukha ng marealize ang lahat, ang babaeng hinahanap ko, ang babaeng gusto kong pakasalan ay siya palang asawa ko ngayon. Ang gago ko, tangina.

                "Where is she? I need to talk to her. "   agad akong tumayo kahit na medyo nahihilo at agad na nagbihis.

              " Oh no kuya, you won't see her anymore, umalis na siya with Sean. " she's with that mocking tone again. Napatigil ako sa sinabi niya at nanlaki ang mga mata.

           "What?! No! Where are they?! " sigaw na tanong ko, nagpapanic na baka kung anong mangyari sa mag ina ko!

            "I don't know ,wag mo ng hanapin kasi nasa tagong lugar sila ngayon,by the way may pinapabigay siya sayo. " inabot niya sa akin ang sobre na agad ko namang hinablot.

               It's an annulment paper, a fucking annulment paper signed by her! May nalaglag na sulat mula dito kaya dali dali ko itong kinuha, it's letter from her, from my wife.

            My husband,

                         Here it is, this is what you want right? Pirma mo nalang ang kailangan para mapawalang bisa na ang kasal natin. You know that I love you right? Hindi naman ako tatagal ng ilang buwan kung hindi , umaasa kasi ako na baka dumating ang araw na mahalin mo rin ako, na ako naman ang makita mo at tanggapin ang kasal na ito, pero hindi, nadamay pa ang anak ko.

               I regret swimming that night, kasi kung hindi ako nag swimming hindi ako mapupulikat, hindi ako malulunod, hindi mo ako sasagipin at hindi kita makikilala,at higit sa lahat hindi kita mamahalin. I asked for this marriage para makabawi, I want to serve you, to love you till' I die kasi you saved my life!  I won't be here if you didn't! Pero ibang usapan na kapag nadamay ang baby ko.

              I do regret meeting you but I don't regret having this child, he is an angel, an angel sent by God from above, don't worry hindi ko siya ipagkakait. Ipapakilala kita sa kanya. I'm going to take care of him/her . Live your life to the fullest okay? Because I'm doing this for you to be happy.

           If letting you go is the only way for us to be safe and for you to be happy, I'll let you go Alec.

            For the last time, Alec Alfiro my soon to be ex-husband, I love you my love.

 

                                                - Leisha

               I know it's gayish but I can't help myself but to cry, my wife left me and I know it's a hard decision for her because I can see marks in the letter, she's crying while writing this. Lumapit sa akin si Ali at niyakap ako, that's my cue to cry.

             Wala akong maalala, that night i met her, I was drunk, pero alam ko ang naramdaman ko that night. I know I love her, that's why the news that I'm getting married is really a disaster for me.

             My wife, I don't know where it started, but I got jealous when I saw her with that Sean in a restaurant hugging each other,nawala ako sa sarili ko, hindi ko napigilan. I just wished i was gentle that night.

            It was not my intention to push her, im just shocked about what she said, and I got confused! But my confusion faltered when I saw her there lying in the floor, with blood on her head and in her thighs.

           I swear to God that I'll kill myself if something bad happened to them. I regret everything,i should have treated her right. Nasa huli talaga ang pagsisisi.

           "Way to go kuya,fix yourself, she'll comeback here,pero hindi ko alam kung pati sayo ay babalik siya." turan ni Ali bago umalis.

           Napatitig ako sa annulment papers na hawak ko ngayon, nilakumos ko ito at pinunit punit.

          No Leisha, I'm not letting you go, I'll wait for you and that's not the last time you'll say I love you, coz'you'll say more.

           It's not too late to fix everything, I'll love you hard when you come back. There's still a lifetime for us, and I promise to win you back, together with our child.

a/n: okayyy, told yah nasa huli talaga ang pagsisisi, but it's never too late, we all do make some mistakes sometime.

08-12-20