ADDICTED TO PAIN

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So I am indeed broken
I thought I could fix myself
I thought that maybe if someone cared
Maybe if someone cared, it would help me
They tried to care
No, I don't believe that
They don't care
They just care when its convenient
Never a genuine "How are you?"
Just useless pleasantries
Everyone left me
They left me to drown in my own darkness
How would they know?
Maybe if they looked closer
Maybe if they genuinely cared
Maybe if they loved me
They would see that there is no light in my eyes
There is no love in my heart
There is only darkness
There is only pain
Pain that I cling onto
So I don't drown
It is pain that has always been there
Like a shadow; my closest friend
My addiction
Pain

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