Chapter 13

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A/nn        HI there's a really important message at the end of the chapter - please readddd thank you xxxxxxxxx

Your pov - the next term

Dear Diary,

I guess Snape isn't the person I had hoped for he to be. It's been weeks since our last encounter and I've had nothing from him - as in completely ignoring me. When I see him in class? You'd think he has to engage with me right? Hm, not for him. Somehow, no matter how much I try, he won't acknowledge my presence. I mean for fucks sake I could walk into his class naked and he wouldn't even glance. Actually, that's not a bad- No. See what I mean? I can't let him do this to me. I was convinced I lost my memory that night - but I've now come to terms that I simply jiust got very drunk. And I know, it's bad. It's just I keep having these dreams about him. So vivid and so full of feeling that sometimes I wonder if I had some unsettlingly amazing imagination to the point where I would wake up literally feeling him inside me. Crazy I know. But it drives me insane not being able to talk to him, for him to look at me. I don't know what I did wrong - and perhaps I never will. He's just a bipolar fuck who can't deal with his own petty emotions. And they call women emotional. Ugh. But I have made a friend - Ravenclaw 7th year. A couple days ago I had a note on my bed from my owl saying that I never took him up on his offer? I was probably off my head at that point - so I went - hoping I hadn't offered him sex or something like drunk me would have. But to be honest when I saw him I realised that I would fuck him in mt right mind; very good looking guy. The meeting went well, he read me a short story and he's super sweet. Smart and sexy - Severus had better watch out! Anyways it's the weekend now, and I'm going to spend some more time with James the ravenclaw. Goodbye for now xx

A/n this is James ;)

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A/n this is James ;)

~~~ The ravenclaw common room
I anxiously wait outside, my feet tapping the floor rapidly as I wait for James to finish. My thoughts constantly running to Snape no matter what I try to think of. A group of girls walk out of the Ravenclaw common room, scarfs wrapped tightly around their necks, clinging to books thin and thick, chatting amongst themselves. One blonde girl sends me a small smile as she passes, I smile in return. A group of boys follow, older I would presume, perhaps James' friends. I catch a glimpse of him within the group of about 6 boys, all dressed in their weekend wear which for ravenclaw was just as smart as the school robes! He flashes me a cute grin before saying his goodbyes to his friends, them all hitting his shoulders as they leave and raising their eyebrows in my direction - probably for meeting me aha. I shyly turn my head away. I guess the whole Snape ordeal had really knocked my confidence in a way. James - a reading book in his grasp - approaches me in a navy blue shirt upon some grey jeans.

"House pride I see," He comments eyeing my outfit. I had picked out a black skirt and a dark green oversized jumper, some sheer stockings and my black heeled boots. I laugh and reply,

"You too, I see the blue shirt!" He laughs and offers his free arm to me sweetly, which I take.

"So today I was thinking maybe we could go to Hogsmeade, grab some lunch and just hang? I mean, it's up to you, if you wanna stay here - "
"No, no that sounds perfect! Can we quickly stop by Slytherin, I need to get my money and stuff."

"Don't worry, I'll pay for everything Y/n"

"No please let me, you're already doing sooo much for me." I tug his arm away playfully, leading him in the direction of the Common room. 

"Y/n, I insist. You can pay next time." He smiles pulling me back to him, now his arms around mine in an embrace.

"So, there's gonna be a next time," I playfully smirk, biting my lip. "You don't even know what I'm like yettt." I giggle looking up into his pretty eyes hidden behind his glasses. 

"Miss L/n, I would strongly suggest you stop your whorish behaviour in the middle of the corridor and leave poor Mr Mills alone." An infamous, monotonous voice, drawls from behind me. I feel James instantly let go of me and form a rigid stance clutching the book even more tightly whilst looking down in embarassment.  I face James, my back to Professor Snape my eyes shut tightly. 

"Sorry Sir," I mutter quietly, cringing slightly. I feel a rough hand on my shoulder pulling me forcibly to turn around. 

"Face me when you speak to me you insufferable girl." I stumble slightly but quickly regain a firm posture, my eyes glued Professor Snape's black shiny shoes. He scoffs before elegantly turning away, his robes flowing in a perfect motion behind him. The desire to run after him is too much. This had been the first interaction in weeks! And he called my actions whorish. What a prick.

I hear James stifle an awkward laugh before saying, "Right then, that was unusual. Then again, it was Snape. Weird. Anyways, ready to go? From that encounter I think we should stay as far away from the dungeons as possible." 

"Agreed." I mumble back.

"That means I'm paying so let's hurry!" I laugh at him, and he once again offers his hand out. We begin walking to school gates to catch the morning transport to Hogsmeade. 

~~ Hogsmeade

We were sitting in the Three Broomsticks. I had ordered a chicken pie and James had ordered a ceaser salad. Healthy boy aha. I smirked at my own thoughts.

"What's so funny?" He questioned, a slight puzzled look on his face. 

"Oh, nothing really." I reply looking down.

"You're so cute Y/n." He smiles at me. I look up and roll my eyes playfully at his comment and he laughs.

If only he was Snape.

A/n

Hi guys, I have some newsss.

SO I was considering editting this Snape fanfic but then I realised there were a lot of changes I had to make to actually move it where I wanted. I have started a SNAPE ( and lucius) X OC fanfic but the story line to that is a lot more detailed and the story itself will be much slower than a reader one - I'm doing a series of books for that one.

HOWEVER, I have also started a SNAPE X READER one which will follow a few similar themes to this but as a whole will be quite different. I might base a few scenes off the same sort of thing, I'm not fully sure yet. Both stories will be published very soon, if you lamazing people have any ideas at all please feel free to comment them or message. Also if anyone wants me to continue this I will try to but I can probably assure you the new one will be muchhhh better I think! Just let me know; thanks for reading xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx



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