Youth & Whiskey ≫ Andy Biersack

Chapter 13 - I Don't Need You

IMPORTANT AUTHORS NOTE AT THE END!!!!

~~~Andy's POV~~~

I woke up the next morning, my head was hurting so I took a painkiller that I always carried. I rolled out of bed and went to each of the guys rooms.

"ASHLEY MEET EVERYONE AT THE LOBBY AT 12. DON'T ASK AND DON'T FORGET"

I didn't want to go into Ashley's room, no idea what you could find in there.

It was also our last day in the UK we'd be heading back to America late tomorrow morning.

Then I probably wouldn't see Betsy again.

I tried my hardest not to have a drunk that morning, which really was difficult. I don't want to call myself an "alcoholic", though, surely I'm not. I just enjoy a bit of whiskey every day, right? I got changed and fought of the desire for whiskey by remembering the fact it was in the bus and I smashed the jack Daniels last night.

It was 12 o'clock. Time to talk to Betsy. I made my way downstairs, the guys were already there and so was Betsy. I wonder if she told them? I made my way over to where they were, I looked around uncomfortably before setting my eyes on Betsy.

"Hey-"

"The guys know I'm Betsy, I just explained everything today" I nodded.

"So is this why Andy made us all come down?" CC asked, none of the guys looked at me as I sat down on a chair.

"Not only that. He also asked me to re join the tour...I don't know, guys" She looked down.

"Well why not? What's holding you back?" Ashley questioned.

"I'm okay with the fact you will be drinking, I don't want to make you stop, it's just I've rebuilt my entire life. I matured, I know what I want to do and I'm not sure if I can achieve it on the road. Plus things between me and Andy aren't exactly....great"

"Things between anyone and Andy aren't exactly great. I'm sure that if you came on tour, you would be able to help Andy. He rarely talks to any of us but with how long he was gone when speaking with you, it's clear he can let it all out. He needs you around, Betsy."

"I don't need anyone, Ashley" I shot up "Not Betsy, not you, no one. I'm my own person. i dont rely on anyone and I'm fine. Nothing is wrong with me." I stormed out of the hotel, feeling all eyes on me.

I found a bar near the hotel that wasn't too crowded. I walked in l, however I wash greeted with the happiest of people. Walking anywhere dressed in tight black jeans isn't a good idea, but walking into a bar in tight black jeans is a terrible idea. I was immediately stared at and for some reason the bartender actually refused to serve me.

"What the hell? You're going to turn away a paying customer?"

"I think it's best if you leave, sir" he said and nodded his head to the door.

I stormed out and walked back to the hotel, they were still all at the lobby talking. When everyone saw me they immediately stopped talking.

"We've been talking" betsy started "and.... I've decided I will go on tour" I smiled.

"But, there will be rules andy. We're going to try our hardest to get you off the drink so if and when the guys go out, you will be staying on the bus. And you can't drink anything resembling alcohol. Think you can do that?" dammit.

" I can try. Did the guys agree to this?" I sighed.

"Actually, we came up with it Andy. We just want to help you. Did you have anything at the pub you visited?' Jinxx said.

"No he denied me. Wouldn't let me which is stupid" I scuffed my feel on the floor.

"That's Because we told him not to. We're starting this recovery process right now" jake piped up.

I was about to get angry but controlled myself. I knew this would be hard, but surely it gets easier?

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Sorry it's been so long since an update. I haven't proof read this either. To be honest I'm not really into fanfiction anymore, reading and writing it. should I still continue this story? I'd really appreciate if you guys commented your opinions.