I slammed my textbook closed, letting out a huge breath.
It was finals week & i was beyond stressed out, i took so many challenging classes and i felt like my brain was going to explode.
My boyfriend Jonah walked through the door and instantly pulled me into a hug, knowing i was stressed.
"are you ready to go?" he asked
we decided to go out for dinner, since tonight was one of the only free nights we had.
"yeah let me just curl a few pieces of my hair" i respond.
I walked over to my vanity and plugged my curling iron in.
While it heated up, i cleaned all my schoolwork up. Tears of frustration filled my eyes because of all the stress i was under.
I then proceeded to to pick up the curling iron and curl a few pieces of my hair.
I love jonah, i really do and i love spending time with him. But today just wasnt a good day.I was so stressed & tired and i still had so much work to do.
All of sudden i felt something hot on my wrist. It took me a minute to realize what it was.
When i realized i cry out in pain and drop the curling iron.
"babe what happened?" jonah asked, shooting up from my bed.
"nothing im fine, i just touched the curling iron im fine" i mumbled walking to the bathroom.
I looked at myself in the mirror as i tan my wrist under cold water, shocked at what i saw.
My hair looked horrible, I had the largest purple under eye bags and my forehead was breaking out and i just overall looked horrible.
Right then and there i broke down, sobbing uncontrollably.
Jonah walked in and looked at me, he slight smile faded when he saw me.
"hey baby, let me help you" he reaching towards my burnt wrist.
"No! Dont touch me!" i screamed , backing away quickly,
An instant look of confusion made its way to jonahs face, but was quickly replaced with pure sadness. He looked like someone just shattered his heart in a million pieces.
"why" he asked
"because .......i cant.....im just so.... jonab, i dont know how to handle all of this. im so stressed & exhausted and i just need a break. im sorry i dont think i can go to dinner tonight. im sorry i love you, but school, work and now my wrist i-"
"shh baby calm down" he comforted , slowly walking towards me.
I backed up against the wall and let jonah slowly wrap his arms around me as i slid done the wall.
"shh its okay, i got you , its okay" he whispered
He continued hugging me and whispered super sweet things in my ear , trying to calm me down.
After i cried on his shoulder for a while, i calmed now. Just hiccuping here and there.
"homey why didnt you tell me you felt like this?i wouldnt have asked you to dinner tonight if i knew you were on the verge of a mental breakdown."
"im sorry jonah i didnt want to disappoint you & i love spending time with you. and im sorry i didnt tell you about all the stress i thought i could handle it but clearly not."
"don't apologize babe, lets get your wrist cleaned up."
Jonah helped me clean my burnt wrist and let me shower and change into a pair of his sweet pants and hoodie.
We laid down in bed and he helled me tighter than ever.
"i love you baby, never fail to call me and talk to me whenever you need too, i love you"
was the last thing i heard before i fell asleep.
A/N: this is someone else's imagine but they did a zach one , i changed it to a jonah one i changed it up a bit. If i remember who wrote it ill give creds!! :)
