Today's the day, Jack was leaving for tour for 5 months. I dont know what im going to do without him.
Jack & i sat in the airport with the boys. My head on his shoulder and our hands intertwined. I didnt want him to leave.
"you hungry?" he asks I shake my head no not looking away from the floor.
"dont be sad please" he makes a sad face and places his hand on my cheek.
He kissed my head and i leaned in closer.
"flight 201 to london is now boarding, flight 201 is now boarding" the intercom said
The boys stand up and grab their belongings and head towards the gate.
"jack come on" zach yells "one second"
"i dont want you to leave" i say feeling the tears start up in my eyes.
"hey its okay" he says pulling me into a hug as i cried on his shoulder.
He held me tighter then he ever had. We pulled away but he kept his hands on my waist as i wiped the tears on his hoodie i was wearing.
He pushed a piece of hair behind my ear & continued wiping the remainder of the tears with his thumb.
"i love you" he says
"i love you too"
"jack we gotta go!" eben yells
I cried harder.
"baby i promise to call & text you whenever i can okay? You can stay at my house & sleep in my bed for the next 5 months if you want too okay?" he says, i nodded.
"i love you baby, so much. so so so much" he says he kisses my lips one last time.
"i love you so much"
"see you soon baby girl"
With that i watched as he walked away with the other boys, i walked out to my car still crying as i drove home.
Im gonna miss him so much.
