I sat in my bed crying my eyes out like i have been since the day he passed away. The love of my life was fucking gone & i couldn't do anything about it.
My heart was broken, scratch that it was more than broken. If that was possible. The other boys have been trying to get me to eat & out of bed but i just couldn't, my body physically couldn't.
I hear a knock at my door seeing Daniel pock his head threw.
"hi y/n" he says, i dont say anything.
I feel him sit on the bed next to me & place his hand on my back.
"y/n please look at me"
I sniffle & turn to face him, he looked horrible. His eyes were a little swollen, his hair was a mess. But unlike me , the other boys have gotten there lives somewhat back together.
"y/n please come eat something, you know thats what corbyn would want" he says rubbing my back
"daniel i... i cant , i physically cant" i sob
"y/n i know its hard, but were going to have to continue with our lives eventually,"
"Daniel, the love of my life just passed away, and i cant do anything about it. yes i know he was like your brother, but that was my boyfriend, the love of my life. im broken without him. I cant live on my own, i need him here." i sob
"y/n i -m so sorry" his eyes start watering but he wiped them away quickly
"how about you clean up a little, take a shower, look presentable and ill wait for you right here and we can go downstairs to eat"
I nod & slowly make my way out of bed. I head into the bathroom and turn the shower on. I grab to towels & an outfit for after.
I finished showering & did a little makeup & got dressed.
I walked back out into my room and daniel was still sitting on Corbyn's bed playing on his phone until he saw me.
"come on" he reached his hand out for me to take and i did. He held my hand and led me downstairs to the kitchen where the other boys were.
Jonah had made pasta for us. I took a plate and put a little bit on it.
I walk over to the counter snd sat on a stool next to daniel, playing with my food not really eating it. I look over at his guitar in the living room and the memories start flooding back.
*flashback*
"ughh the didnt sound too good" i said making us laugh.
Corbyn was trying to teach me how to play guitar.
"no no babe you got it, try again" he says sweetly "how about you just play and i watch how cute you are" i say, he chuckles and grabs the guitar and starts singing.
"youre amazing" i say , he smiles at me and kissed my lips
"i love you"
"i love you more"
*end of flashback*
"i miss his cute laugh" i say
"me too" zach says sitting next to me
"i cant believe hes gone, it still doesnt feel real" i said
I felt someone come up behind me and hug me & it was jonah & he kissed my cheek.
"thanks jo" i smile
"anytime"
I eventually end up eating my food, a little slower than usual. I went back into my room and took my makeup off and changed into sweats & laid in bed.
Daniel came threw once again.
"hey" he says, i smile
"do you need anything"
I shook my head no and laid down & he started walking out the door.
"wait dani" i say
"yes?" he asks turning around
"can you stay with me tonight?" i ask
"of course" he turns off the light and shuts the door and lays in bed next to me, wrapping his arms around me.
I laid my head in his chest.
"goodnight dani, thank you"
"of course, were going to get threw this."
With that we feel asleep.
