My life was horrible. My parents do nothing but fight& drink. my ex boyfriend who they love and think he's the sweetest person ever still comes to my house and abuses me.
Then theres my best friend jack who has been with me through all of this. My parents hate jack for whatever reason. But i had feelings for jack, scratch that i love jack, i dont know how he feels but whatever.
I was sitting on my phone scrolling through instagram on the couch when the doorbell rings "y/n get the door" my dad yells i roll my eyes and answer the doo & its my ex boyfriend.
I look down immediately. "Josh hi how are you?" my mom asks him "im great how are you??" he says "good thanks for asking! y/n go in your room" Josh & i go up into my room & i already can feel my anxiety start.
"you cant get ride of me y/n, your parents love me & im welcome any time" josh says "please just s-stop" i say shaking. "oh why are you gonna cry like a little baby" he says pushing me up against the wall. I start crying.
"i havent even touched you and youre already crying" he laughs. "cant even look me in the eyes huh?" i dont respond because i couldnt. I then felt a slap across my face. "aww little baby is scared. youre such a little bitch" he laughs
"s-stop p-please" i whisper he slapped me again making me cry harder and my breathe picked up. "and one more for good luck" he slaps me one more time. and then leaves my room.
I hear the front door close meaning he had left. I grabbed my phone & called jack. i could barely speak. "hey - woah hey you okay?" he asks noticing i was crying "just p-please pick me u-up" i stutter
"be there in 5. just breathe okay" he hangs up and i grab a hoodie & put on & my vans. A few minutes later i see jacks headlights. i grab my phone and ran downstairs and out the door before my parents saw me.
i jumped into his car and started crying again. "wanna tell me what happened?" he asks i shake my head no. "just drive" i say "where?" "anywhere far from here." He pulled out of the drive way and placed his hand on my knee.
It was almost pitch black outside but we didnt care. He drove to an empty parking lot about 30 minutes from my house. He parked and turned to face me . I couldnt look at him i just looked out the window.
He rubbed my leg. "can you tell me what happened?" he asks but i just cry harder. "i dont know jack i dont know." i sob he pats my lap for me to sit in it. I climb of the center cancel and put my legs on both sides of him.
i wrap my arms around his neck and hide my face in his chest. I hold onto him for deer life as he rubs my back. I continue shopping on his shoulder till i pulled away and leaned against the wheel. "why me jack why me" i sob
"i know beautiful i know" he says "i hate that i cant stop home & keep him away from you l, i hate it y/n trust me. It kills me." jack says "its not your fault jack"'"i know" he lifts his hand and i thought he was going to hit me so i flinch and back away.
I cry again. "im sorry i didnt mean to scare you, im sorry i would never ever ever hit you princess okay?" he kissee my forehead.
"im sorry y/n, im so sorry."
A/N: dont realy know what this is, dont really know if i like it butttt part 2???
