[JackBarakat] You're The One [Spin-Off | I'm The Only One]

Six Point Five.

I've been in bed for the past two days, and I don’t really care.

I probably should care. I should want to get out of bed and move on with my life.

He made me the other woman.

I mean, I know that he was drunk, but I just didn’t think that I meant absolutely nothing to him. I don’t just have sex with guys.

Who the hell has sex with their best friend and then tells her that he has a girlfriend? Like who the hell does that?

What in the world was he thinking?

If he tells her, then she’s never going to want me around. And I have a feeling she would tell all of our friends, trying to make me look like the bad guy. When Alex finds out, he’s going to choose her side and campaign against me. And in a matter of no time, I’ll have no friends.

He has a girlfriend. And I slept with him.

He has a girlfriend. And he never even told me about it.

I feel so sick.

I'm disgusting.

What kind of woman sleeps with someone else’s man?

Maybe I should have told someone, at least Ryan, about what Jack had told me. At least then I would have someone hear my side of the story first.

That’s pathetic. My friends will hear my side of the story. It’s the truth. I mean, yeah they get to decide who to believe. But I've never lied to them. I've been friends with them for years.

But, you know, who is to say that this girl isn't in our friend group? Maybe she was in our friend group during high school, but then again, I wouldn’t know that. I wasn’t in the friend group until senior year. Or what if she met them on the road and she’s a groupie and she’s using him?

I can’t let him get used.

I mean, I can, and I probably will, because I'm not going to be the one to tell him. He wouldn’t believe me. And I don’t even know if she is using him.

I don’t even know who she is.