Breathe (Tom Hanson 21 Jump Street)

Morning Love

I don't answer my phone when it rings or when it pings letting me know people care. Yes, I am drowning myself in my thoughts and my PTSD but I couldn't help it. It was staring straight in my face. It's been a week and I haven't returned to the chapel. I didn't want people to look at me differently. I just wanted to be the young and talented cop that I was destined to be. 

I should tell you what happened but then I would be left here alone with the thoughts and I don't think I am ready for that quite yet. The thing with the Valley family is that I never processed it. It was more of a distraction for now but we all know how that works. So now it's the night and I don't want to go to sleep so I will stay up and drink. 

I was on my third shot when the doorbell rang through the apartment. I walk over lazily to look through the peephole and it was none other than Tom Hanson. I open the door quickly looking at him with a suspicious look. "And what kind of hell am I in if you're here?" I ask and he looks offended. "Can I come in?" He asks and I move past him letting him in. "If you must!" I say as he walks past me and I slam the door closed. Tom takes my apartment in for a second no judgment just looking. "How are you holding up?" He asks and I laugh a little. "Do I look like I am holding up?" I say walking over to the bottle of vodka. Tom comes to me pulling the bottle from me. I look at him angrily. "Let's talk about it." He says and pushes past him and grabs the bottle but fails. "I don't think so," I say as he pulls the bottle back. "Well if we aren't going to talk, let's drink!" He says taking a shot from the bottle. I smile a little knowing I am going to get Tom Hanson drunk.

I could feel myself relaxing as I snuggle into the couch next to Tom. He looks over at me and I feel awkward. "What?" I ask taking a drink. "You are beautiful Kinsley." He whispers and my heart skips as my eyes dart to his lips. I shake my head looking back forward not to give myself up so easily. My brain was fuzzy and I couldn't control how I was feeling about him. I could feel the swirl low in my stomach as his hand comes to my shoulder. He pulls me into his body I could feel his warmth slowly melting me. This is something I am not used to. He didn't want to get in my pants he wanted to make sure I was okay. I take a deep breath falling into him he holds me tight against him. "I know you don't want to talk about it but just know I am here to listen anytime." His words fall through the air into my heart. I wasn't ready to talk about what happened with the Valley's or what happened to that woman. All I wanted was to forget. I feel myself start to drift as the music plays on.

WARNING!!!! GRAPHIC SEXUAL CONTENT!!!

I didn't dream last night which is something that isn't common in my brain. I stretch out but my hand hits a warm surface. My eyes shot open and that's when all my memories of last night flooded in. Tom Hanson is embracing me on my couch. I look around to see his arms wrapped around me holding me from falling. He wasn't stirring and the only thing I could think about is what I am going to say when he comes too. He starts to move and my heart starts to race I close my eyes quickly pretending to sleep. I could feel him move I keep my eyes shut tight. His hand comes to my face moving my back from me. I could feel his stare at me it wasn't uncomfortable it was just odd. I stir a little to know I am waking up. His arms hold me tight as I turn and almost fall to the ground. "Don't worry I got you." He says pulling me into him. we both look at each other for a second and then there it was again the urge to kiss him. Fuck it! I lean forward and give him a peck on the lips he looks at me with a smile. He brings his hand up to the back of my neck pulling me back to the kiss. At first, I feel awkward but then I am filled with passion. He begins to move to rest on top of me between my legs. My heart starts to race as I feel his hard erection between my legs. His hands come to the edge of my shirt he slides his fingers under coming to my breast he massages them gently. He pushes my shirt up exposing my breast his mouth comes to one of my nipples he sucks softly. I bring my hands to his body but pull them to the side of my body. "Stay." He says looking deep in the eyes I nod as he comes back to my breast sucking the nipple. He comes to my ear. "I going to fuck you hard." He says and my heart jumps out of my chest. Am I about to fuck Tom Hanson? I had to think about it for a second but I was interrupted when his hand slides down my pants to my core. I gasp as his finger makes small circles he looks down at me and he laughs as he moves his fingers faster. He then stops which makes me frown he moves down to my feet and pulls off my pants. He then pulls off his shirt exposing his toned body. He comes again between my legs he looks down at me like he was about to devour me. He smiles as his mouth comes over my underwear. He pulls them to the side and lays his wet mouth on my core. as his tongue moves, I begin to moan out in pleasure I grab my breast as he quickens his speed. I look down at him and I could see he enjoyed that he could make me squirm. He slowly sticks a finger in and my body jumps he smiles as he slowly moves in then out. Suddenly he stops and he gets up pulling his pants down and leaving him in his briefs. I could see it the thing my body lusted after. I sit up take my shirt off and crawl over to him. I bring my hands up his body when I get to his face I look down at his member and I smile. I slid my hand down to his member and I was impressed with the size. Suddenly he grabs me pulling me off the couch he carries me through the house to the kitchen table. He places me down and he pulls his briefs down exposing himself. He looks at me for a second of consent and I nod. he looks down at me and he grabs his member and slides it in. I could feel my face burn as he pushes in. I fall back into the table as he starts slow. My body was hot against the cool wood. I moved back and forth as he becomes quicker. His finger comes to my clit and he moves it around causing my breath to stagger. He filled me in ways no one has ever before. I could feel myself coming but he pulls out and pulls me off the table turns me then pushes me down hard. I grip the table hard as he thrusts back in. The table begins to make noise as he grabs my shoulders making his thrust deeper into me. "Oh Fuck." I scream out as he thrusts hard. I was cumming and with one last thrust, I explode in ecstasy. He pumps a couple more times then he hits his climax and he pulls me up he wraps his hand around my neck kissing my cheek he comes to my ear. "I want you to remember how I fuck you." He says pulling out and he walks away to the living room. I couldn't breathe it was both heartbreaking and sexy at the same time. If I only fuck Tom Hanson I'm glad he fucked me like this.