Breathe (Tom Hanson 21 Jump Street)

the hard truth.

I calculated everything that went wrong from the beginning and it all started with my father. How the trauma caused by my father killing my mother and brother has brought me to being an explosive person like him. Though my father has inflicted so much pain in my life he was the only one who could save it. My father worked for the Valley family most of his life that's how he would get paid for doing the dirty things no one else wanted. So now I have to go to the source of it all. 

I get up from my bed slowly still sore from the stabbing. It had been a month and still, I could barely move. I was put on administrative leave and I have been advised not to see or speak to Tom or Judy. I knew that I fucked up beyond belief but I knew I had to fix it too. My doorbell rings and I am confused I have been on lockdown since my stabbing. I slowly make my way to the door and look through the little hole. It's Tom. I slowly open the door and feel the guilt set in. "You shouldn't be here, Tom," I whisper but he pushes me into my apartment. "Do you know how stupid and reckless you are?" His voice booms through the apartment. "Tom, I know, I just," I say but he puts his hand up. "You almost died Quinn." He says and I look at him confused. "Tom I put you in danger," I say and he steps forward. "I am fine." He says looking over me. "You scared me." He says bringing his hand up to my face. I was so confused. "What is going on between us, Tom?" I ask walking over to the couch. "I have been going crazy thinking your dead or hurt. Then you come in all sweet. You're confusing me." I say not wanting him to see my desperation. He comes to my side sitting next to me. "Quinn, I think I am falling for you." He says and I can't help but laugh. "Tom, Don't be ridiculous your not the loving type," I say leaning back. "Why do you do that?" He asks and I look at him shocked. "Do what? Tell the truth?" I say defensively. "I am here telling you I am falling for you and you just dismiss me." He says and I could feel my heart hurt. "Tom, I...." I begin but he stands. "You will never accept the fact that I Tom Hanson am in love with you." He says and I begin to cry. "Why are you crying?" He asks roughly. I didn't want to look at him. "QUINN!" He yells grabbing my attention. "Because! How could anyone love a massive fuck up like me." I say feeling an explosion of relief. "I have spent my whole life fucking everything up everywhere I go. How could you love me?" I ask feeling the tears stream down. "I can't save anyone. I couldn't save my mother, brother, or the Oppells. I have been a walking disaster my whole life." I admit and stand pushing past him. "And I am not going to risk you." I say opening my door for him to leave. He looks at me with a face of sorrow. "Is that what you believe? You believe you deserve no love from anyone?" He asks and I slowly nod my head. "Quinn, that's not true." He says walking forward but I didn't want to cry anymore. "I am not worthy," I say looking him dead in the eyes. He comes to me placing either hand on my face and he pulls me into a hug. I begin to cry hard soaking his shirt. "I love you." He says holding me tight.

!!WARNING GRAPHIC SEXUAL CONTENT!!!

There was something about Tom that made me want to lose it all. He pulls back and looks at my tearful face. He slowly wipes my tears and brings my lips to his. I crash my lips on his pulling him to me. He pushes me back into the wall as his lips move in sync with mine. His hands slowly move down my body coming to my hips and squeezing them. His warm fingers touch the bare skin under my shirt. He pulls his head back looking at me and I lean against the wall. He slowly pulls my shirt up and over my head tossing it to the corner of my dining room. He looks over at me like the first time he has seen me. His hands come to my bare chest gently cupping my breast he then brings his lips back to me. He kisses me softly slowly sliding his tongue on my bottom lip. He was sweet and soft nothing like before. His hand trails slowly down my bare stomach to the top of my jeans. He unbuttons my jeans and then slides his hand down my underwear to my core. I gasp out as his fingers begin circles and I pull my face away from him. I look deep into his brown eyes and then that's when I felt it. It was love. "I love you," I say and he gives me a smile pulling me closer. He pulls my legs up to carry me to the couch. He lays me down softly then pulls away grabbing my jeans and pulling them off. He then strips his shirt throwing it to the side. He comes down between my legs leaving wet kisses on my thighs. coming to my core he places his mouth on top of my underwear slowly kissing me. He then pulls them to the side and begins to suck. My body jerks as the pleasure run through my body. He slowly slides a finger in making me moan out. I look down and he smiles against me. I place my hand on the top of his head increasing the pleasure. He then stops bringing his kisses up my body to my mouth. He begins to fumble with his pants pulling them down. He holds his member in front of my entrance. He then slowly pushes in making my face burn as I feel whole. He begins slow and he looks down at me with passion. He then begins to speed up. He brings his lips to me kissing me roughly. I grab his waist pushing him in deeper. He begins to grunt which turns me on. I could feel every cut from Carly but all I could think about is Tom. He then pulls me out picks me up and turns me over to face the couch. He pulls my hips up and inserts himself again. I moan out in pleasure as our hips smack together. His hand slowly goes up my back to my hair and he pulls me back still thrusting deep in me. His lips come to my neck leaving wet kisses. He comes to my ear-biting it gently. "I want you to Cum for me." He says and my body explodes with lust. He brings his free hand between my legs and circles my clit. It was building like never before. "Tom!" I scream as I hit my climax. He pushes in deeper releasing his climax. He falls on top of me as I ride out my pleasure. He then picks me up bringing me to the bed. He throws me down and comes to my side. He pulls me into him and he holds me tightly. "I need you just as much as you need me, Quinn." He says kissing my cheek. It was true he had secrets that no one knew just like I did. We were meant for each other.