Chapter 6

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Jacey's P.O.V

*4 days later*

Its been 4 days since we got home from tour and I've been talking more to the boys. I can't seem to look at connor without my heart breaking. I haven't been talking much to him but sometimes I just want to let all my feelings out to him but he can't seem to realize that. I hope he can get the fact that I fell hard for him in the past 5 months that I've been living with them. connor walks up to me "jacey can I talk to you?" he asks. "sure" I say not making eye contact. "I'm worried about you. You've been ignoring me" he says. "well maybe because I'm in love with you! is that what you wanna hear? That day that you told me that you were gonna ask me out after tour broke me. You may not realize this but I wanna be with you so badly but you can't see that" i say. A few minutes go by and he doesn't say anything. 

I go back up to up room and slam my door. I couldn't take it anymore it happens all the time. The guys that I want never want me. They always lead me on and then leave me like nothing happened. I hear a knock on my door "go away" i say. "princess it's me" James says. I open the door and hug him tightly sobbing. He starts rubbing my back "he doesn't like me like the way i like him" i say sobbing. "when you stormed off he looked sad princess" he says. "I guess i can give him another chance but its gonna take a while for me to trust him again" I say. "go make things right" he says. I run downstairs to Connor "can we go for a walk?" I ask. He looks at me and smiles "of course" he says. We both go and put our shoes on. We head out and started walking around town. It's like things were just starting to go back to normal 

Connor's P.O.V 

The last 4 days have been hell especially since Jacey hasn't been talking to me as much. She has been avoiding eye contact with me and it's killing me. I need to make things right between her and I. When she came downstairs I walked up to her.  "jacey can I talk to you?" i ask. "sure" she says not making eye contact. "I'm worried about you. You've been ignoring me" i say. "well maybe because I'm in love with you! is that what you wanna hear? That day that you told me that you were gonna ask me out after tour broke me. You may not realize this but I wanna be with you so badly but you can't see that" i say. A few minutes go by and I don't say anything. She then stormed up to her room. 

God I'm so stupid how did I not realize that. I'm guessing James heard our conversation and went upstairs to check on her. I went to the kitchen and sat at the kitchen island. I put my head in my hands. A few minutes go by and jacey runs downstairs to me "can we go for a walk?" She asks. I look at her and smile "of course" i say. We got our shoes on and headed out. We were walking around town and everything felt better. It may take a while for her to trust me again but i get it. She was hurt with what i said to her. It felt like everything is going to be ok again. 

I missed seeing her smile and everything about her. We were quite most of the walk "About earlier with what you said about being in love with me" i say. she looks over at me "Conner I get it you lost feelings" She says. "no I didn't these last two months I've been hurting rarely hearing your voice. You were the only thing that kept me going throughout the tour" i say. "what are you talking about?" she ask. "what I'm trying to say is that I'm also in love with you and I get it if you need more time" i say. "can we wait a little longer?" she ask. I nod simply "so that means i can tease you more without you being mad at me" I say smirking. "you gotta catch me first" she says and then starts running back toward the house. "Oh it's on" i say running after her. We get back to the house running inside and i finally catch up to her. I grab her and pin her against the wall smirking. "got you cutie" i say. 

She giggles and gets out of my grip and hides behind Brad. "i don't wanna get in between whatever you two are doing" brad says. We both laugh and he walks away. Jacey goes to get a drink and I look over at her. She's just so perfect I love having her around. James walks up to me "everything ok?" He ask. "yea just realizing how lucky we are to have jacey" I say. "yea we really are. you ok?" he says.  "yea just happy we have the old jacey back" i say. "go make a move she probably would enjoy that" he says. I smile and walk up to her. I wrap my arms around her waist. She giggles and look over at me. I whisper in her in ear softly "movie night tonight my room" i say. I see a big smile appear on her face "I'd like that" she says.I smile and let go of her. "see you up there in a few cutie" I say. I head up to my room to get everything ready for movie night. I put some sweatpants on and got a lot of blankets and pillows. I pile them up on the bed and she comes walking into the room. 

The rest of the day Jacey and I watched movies and cuddled. Eventually Jacey fell asleep and it was the best day I ever had in awhile. Having her here next to me and in my arms. This felt so right I could do this everyday. Waking up next to her everyday and making sure she is alright. I look down at her and smile softly. I softly kissed her head and covered the both of us. I pulled her close and closed my eyes. Slowly I fell off into a deep sleep cuddling with the girl of my dreams.  

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