Again

FOUR

Again part-4

I was surprised at lei's sudden confession, the people were still dancing without seeming to be bothered by the disruption he caused. Lei turned my face toward him, he looked so hurt and sad that it made me feel guilty.
" I'm sorry y/n, I just- first jungkook and then this guy- I can't hold it in anymore, I don't want to see you with any other guy-"  he trailed off while wiping a tear from his left eye.
" L-lei? Are you sure you wanna do th-this right now? Yo-you're piss drunk"  I warned, hoping he would realize and let it go since it was so awkward.

" Y/n, what type of a drunk am I? We've been friends for more than 10 years now, dont lie" he asked me making me lose my composure.
" Y-you're an honest drunk, you always blabber your feelings out loud." I sighed, somehow I felt responsible.
" So you said it yourself, I have something to say to you-" I tried to cut him off but he put his finger on my lips shushing me, and at the back of him, jimin was trying so hard to hold off jungkook, when they realized I was looking at them, tae pulled jungkook away and walked towards the washroom.

" I like you y/n, I've liked you since high school, why is it that everyone can tell when a person loves someone except for the one they love?" he sighed, wiping jot tears coming from his eyes, my heart broke at seeing him cry, this was the second time I've seen him cry, The first one was when his sister died, I engulfed him into a hug and slowly patted his back while he sobbed.

" Lei, I know I'm being unreasonable but I can't-" I sighed.
" y/n please- I can't bear it, go on one date with me, One date is all I'm asking" he threw his pride away, this made my legs turn to jelly, the once prideful and great guy was now just a guy endlessly in love with someone.

" Lei, it's unfair to you, I can't do that to you, you're one of the most important people in my life" I warned him, feeling a warm tear form in my eyes.

" Y/n, Can you try at least? Just think of me as a tinder date, we just have a small date and we can see where it goes, but if you don't like it, we can just consider it a dinner with your best friend" he tried convincing me, but I was still a little hesitant.

" Lei, I think it's unfair-" before I could say anything else, I felt lei's lips on me, trying to show me all his feelings with that, his soft and now boozy lips were put on mine, giving a sweet smell as he slowly nipped on my lip, he smiled happily and all of his passion and love could be felt through the soft and sweet kiss, he wiped his tears, slowly pinning me on the wall and kissing me, indicating that he was happy. If the confession didn't convince me, his kiss definitely did, I then decided I would give it a complete and honest try, to see if I liked him. I returned his kiss, smiling into it.

After we pulled away, I turned aside, only to see a jungkook stopped in his way with jimin frantically trying to pull him away and failing to do so while tae held his head in frustration. What I didn't expect was how jungkook would feel, his expression clearly showed traces of jealousy and being hurt. He forced a smile at the both of us.
" Lei, take good care of her" he whispered lightly and left, Somehow I felt like I was cheating on him, but I tried to shrug everything off.

" So y/n, dinner tomorrow? At my place?" lei smiled happily and widely.
" Yes, lei I promise I will try my best to be with you, I'm sorry for hurting you all this time" I felt guilty towards him, he was so selfless and reliable and how did I treat him, he smiled as he placed another kiss on my lips, while I returned them with a smile of my own.

Jungkook P.O.V

I left the club in a rush while taehyung and jimin followed me, trying to calm me down. I knew I shouldn't have given her space, she's with lei now, and I can't do that to him, I felt hot tears spring to my eyes while I wiped them off in frustration.

" Kook, I'm so sorry, I didn't know she was gonna be here-" taehyung looked so guilty and mad at himself in the parking lot.
" hyung I'm not mad at you, how can I be?" I smiled and hugged both of them tightly.
" We're really sorry" jimin said pouting.
" There's no need, actually I'm mad at myself, I just, if it was any other guy, I would have dragged her out of there but it's Huaze lei, that guy is my best friend, he always took care of both me and y/n" I sighed, I didn't know what to do, I didn't wanna do that to lei, he was a really nice guy, and somehow I felt that she was a better pair with him.

I got in the car and started driving since both jimin and taehyung were almost drunk, I became the designated driver, I drove them to my home, they could crash at my place.
Both of them were sleepy, tae almost fell asleep on the dashboard, I carried them inside as they had fallen asleep on the way.

" Sleep well hyungs" I tucked them in my bed after taking their coats off and their accessories, I wiped their faces with a wet towel and turned the air con on since it was a bit hot.

I went to the kitchen and grabbed some cans of beer and started drinking them trying to fall asleep.
I opened my phone and looked at our posts as a couple.

Should I try and get over her? I'll just go on a date with someone, maybe I should give it a try without being like this? I should just say okay to whoever asks me.
I dont even know if this is a good idea, but I should try, right?  I was so confused.
I passed out on the dinner table, after drinking a whole pack of beer.
I woke up to see my phone popping with notifications.
Y/n : why did you drink so much? Please take care of yourself.
I realized I had called her, was she worried about me? I felt a smile form, but it was soon replaced with awkwardness.
What the fuck did you do jungkook? Did you just ruin all your chances?