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"Let's break up."

Hearing those 3 words, Seungmin felt the world crashing down before him.

Was this real? Was he dreaming?

Seungmin secretely pinched himself and felt it.

Pain. He felt pain.

Why is this happening? Everything was going well.

"Listen Min, it's- it's not you okay? It's me. I hope you understand that I don't have control over this." Hyunjin tries to reason out but the boy in front of him seems to not listen to anything he's been saying.

Seungmin just stared out of nowhere, pain evident on his eyes as he didn't even try to hide it.

After a few seconds and still not getting any response, Hyunjin started to panic.

He gulped and placed his hands on the latter's shoulders, shaking him a bit as if he was in a deep slumber. "We can- we can still be friends Min. I'm not letting you- I can't let you go just like that please say something." The student pleaded, releasing the tears he had been holding for a while now.

The smaller boy breathed, not realizing that he was holding it for a while and finally locked eyes with the taller before removing the hands that were placed on top of his shoulders.

"It's okay. I understand." His voice seemed to lack of any emotion which scared Hyunjin. "I understand and you don't have to be sorry for anything. But," he trailed off, stepping backward.

"I don't think we can be friends anymore."

Hyunjin's eyes widened and tears came running down even more. He didn't hear that right didn't he? He tried to step closer Seungmin but the latter took even more steps back. As if it was a sign that he doesn't want Hyunjin near him anymore.

As if he doesn't want him back in his life anymore.

"M-min I'm- I'm sorry- please forgive- please-"

"Stop it Hyunjin." Seugmin firmly said, doing everything he can to not break down. Hyunjin frowned at this making the other take another step backward.

'Don't give me that look.'

"Just quit it and stay away from me." The student quickly turned around and walked away from the crying male.

Hyunjin wanted to run and stop him. Wrap him in an embrace and tell him that he loves him, say sorry a thousand times but he couldn't. Because he was a coward.

Hwang Hyunjin is a coward.

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Yes hi hello sorry for not updating for a long time ;-;

I've been quite busy for the past week because classes are starting on monday. I just finished a 3 day dry run last week and I've started to read books already because I'm entering Senior High as STEM student. I really wanna focus on studying this year. With everything happening right now studying just became 10× harder than usual.

I already have my schedule and classes are from monday to thursday so I think I can update on friday or during weekends.

Anyways, love you all so much, stay safe at home!!