Denial (boyxboy)

Chapter 1

Jeffrey's P.O.V.

I've spent the last year in utter agony. From the moment he started working for my company, he's all I ever think about. I find myself fantisizing about him to the point where I have no control over my own body, a problem I've not suffered with since I was a teenager. At twenty eight, you would think I should know better, but if you caught just a glimpse of him, well you would definitely understand my dilema.

Sky! What a name. He is beauty personified. Jet black hair that is straight and looks to be about neck length. You know the look. It was a hairstyle but is being grown out. I guess I should thank my lucky stars that it's long enough to get in his eyes enough to hide them at times. Staring into them isn't an option because he couldn't have been more aptly named. If the sky weren't created first, I would trully believe it would've been created as a replica of his eyes. The lightest blue sky you'll ever be lucky enough to see.

To enhance his beauty, his skin is delicately pale. In a nutshell, he is breathtaking. He doesn't wear anything but very plain office attire but honestly it just attracts me to him all the more.

So with all that said you must be wondering why I have not made a move on him. Well, number one, he works for me; number two,  he's a guy whose sexual orientation I'm unsure of. You see I'm gay and proud of it but I don't force it down any other mans' throat, no pun intended. Now for the most important obstacle of them all, number three, he's only seventeen.

Sucks doesn't it. So I'm now at the point where I'm trying to convince myself to fire him. I can't keep this up. I feel like I'm living in denial and have no where positive to turn.

I thank God that I wasn't the one to hire him directly because it would of looked bad. People have to notice how I instantly drool over him. He works in a part-time capacity as an assistant to Loretta, my personal assistant, the driving force behind my sanity most days.

Me and my partner and best friend Jacob trust no one else to do what she does and at some point she had more work than us so it was decided that she needed help. Then in walked Sky. Although he's suppose to work part-time, he seems to be here alot.

Since he graduated highschool early at sixteen and decided to take some time deciding what to do with his life, working here was the next logical step and Loretta has pretty much adopted him. Really it bothers me sometimes. Okay, maybe I'm a bit jealous. He only smiles for her and let me tell you on that rare moment when he does, sunshine. Need I say more?

So here I am debating. I don't know if I can actually get rid of him because I suspect that he'll haunt me long after he's gone and let's not forget Loretta. She might actually do bodily harm to me.

It's pretty early in the morning seeing as how sleep eluded me yet again. I'm in my office trying to work and then THUMP... "Shit that hurt!" is what I hear. I'm suppose to be alone but every hair on my body stands at attention because the moment I hear those words I know instantly who it is...Sky.