Denial (boyxboy)

Chapter 12

Sky's P.O.V.

"We really need to talk.", Jeffrey turns and says to me. He grabs my hand and pulls me from the stool I was sitting on and we head over to this hugh, plushy couch. His place is like one hugh, open loft. We sit down and I face him not really sure where this conversation was going but resolved to listen to him and imput as honestly as I could.

"First, you're staying with me Sky. I will brook no argument. After last night and waking up with you in my arms I just...", he paused with emotion. "I just can't sleep in my bed without you again. I've spent almost the last year agonizing over my feelings for you and now that I have finally just accepted what my heart feels, I refuse to suffer any longer." He takes my hand because at this point tears are rolling down my cheeks. I have dreamt of him telling me he feels the same way that I do about him and I just keep thinking this cannot be real.

"I know that there's an age gap but I don't care Sky. I love you and I know you feel the same way too. I see it in your eyes. Those beautiful sky blue eyes that everytime I look into I'm just so lost. You've no idea what you mean to me but from this point on I plan on changing that. All I ask is that you be honest with me. Tell me how you feel about everything I've just said."

"I-I-I... lo-love you too!", I cried out in a small whisper and his smile gave me the courage to continue. "When I-! I first s-saw you, oh God, I had no-no idea what to do. Instantly I knew that-that I was yours. I just-just...", I couldn't go on anymore. Jeffrey put his arms around me, lifted me up and placed me in his lap facing him so I did what was natural. I wrapped myself around him, nuzzling my face in the crook of his neck and just let the tears come. He just held me and ran his fingers through my hair just gently.

"I want you to know that YOU don't have to tell me anything right now. You know I have lots of questions but not answering them right now is not going to change the way I feel about you. My desires will not change. I'll be here waiting for you to tell me your story whenever you're ready.", he whispers in my ear.

Once I calmed down a bit, I turned and looked at him. I ran my hand gently across his cheek and just kissed him so profoundly that the moan that escaped Jeffrey's lips set my belly on fire. I just had to taste him but I had no clue what the hell I was doing so with a bit of nervous fear I whispered into his lips, "Show me how to taste you. Show me how to please you the way you pleased me so well earlier." All I heard was, "Aw fuck...", from his lips and the next thing I knew we were on the floor next to the couch. He had me underneath him, kissing me and touching me everywhere he could possible reach. He was possessed. He ripped his wifebeater from my body and I stiffened. He stopped instantly knowing my discomfort, my fear.

"Sky, I don't care. You're breathtaking beautiful. You don't even know how much you effect men and women when they see you. Do you think that these scars could possibly take away from that? NO, so please know that I don't care and I would never hurt you, ever.", he said to me looking down at me as I lay underneath him on the floor. So with that major part of my wall coming down, I take his face in my hands and bring him down to my chest and then breath. I watch as he slowly leaves little kisses over every inch of my chest.

"Oh God!", I mumbled as I breathed in. "Please, Jeff, please!" and with that he changed my world forever. "Listen Sky, I know that right now, this is illegal so tell me what to do. I'll do whatever you tell me because I...", he stops and looks at me and then smiles and I swear the sun came out at that moment so, I got up from the floor and I don't know what came over me but I just swayed my hips that were empowered by the pure look of hunger on his face and slowly peeled his boxers off of me while I strolled into his bedroom. All I kept thinking is, ha how ya like me now!