Denial (boyxboy)

Chapter 15

Jacob's P.O.V.

Here I am standing in front of Jeffrey's door. The next couple of hours will make or break all of us. With a heaviness in my heart, I use my key and open the door. Ofcourse the first thing to attack me is Sky's arms as he hugs me in greeting. Looking down at him I smile tenderly. He has come along so well and has even managed to wiggle his way into my heart. I fear how this night will end.

"Thank God you finally got here. I'm starving and the food nazi has held dinner hostage waiting on you!", he exclaims as he glares over at Ellis with humor in his eyes. That probably isn't true. Ellis serves Sky first at all times. It didn't take a genius to realize that for God only knows how long, Sky was starving. While all of us indulged in a simple thing like a repast, he was portioning out what little food he had or worse, trying to figure out where his next meager meal came from. Everytime I think about it an ache starts to grow in my chest for him.

I must say that Ellis has outdone himself for the past three months with his determination to take care of his 'Master Sky' as he tenderly calls him. To see him now is evidence of Ellis' hard work. Sky was already beautiful but now, he is simply breathtaking. I just hope that before this night ends some things come to light.

The evening progressed quite nicely with the usual banter and jovialness of the company. Then at some point Sky realizes that Jeffrey and Ellis have disappeared. He looks over at me and says, "I guess this is where you tell me your bedtime story in the hopes that I'll open up to you, Jeffrey or anyone for that matter huh?" I get up from the table and go over to the bar and pour us both some Remy. I say to him as I hand him the glass, "I know you're only seventeen but by the time I'm done with my story, you'll need a few more of these." I pointed to his cup.

Then without further delay I take a deep breath, walk over to the window with my back facing Sky, and begin my story. "What I'm about to tell you only three other people know of so I'm trusting you in that no matter the outcome of tonight, you never repeat what is said here in extreme faith ok?", and he nods. "Most people think that Jeffrey and I are the friends that we are because practically from the womb we've known each but that's not the case. Our bond became strongest one night sixteen years ago." I stopped for a moment to catch my breath as the memories began to take root.

"My father was a pretty fucked up soul. I was an only child and my mother had unexpectedly died when I was twelve. He seemed to have been obsessed with me but I never knew. Who does at that age. Jeffrey was always around and with his family being more poweful and influential than even my father, he tolerated his presence." I had to stop again to get a hold of my emotions. I closed my eyes, opened them and looked over at Sky and instantly I knew that whatever happened to him could have been similar to what I survived. He was so terrified but still gave me his undivided attention.

I continued, "The night that my life changed forever was the rare night that Jeffrey was not able to come over and that was all the opportunity my father needed. I don't really remember what time is was just that it was late. I'd gone to sleep shortly after dinner and I would find out later on why. When I woke up, I was chained and hanging in the air slightly in the corner of a very scary looking room. I would find out later on that it was my father's S&M room. There were handcuffs on my wrists and ankles that were then connected to chains that were nailed into the walls so that my legs and arms were spread apart. I realize as the groggyness of sleep disappears that I'm naked." I have to stop again because I need more Remy. Turns out Sky does too so I pour him more.

"Then I see him walk towards me. My father's holding a whip in his hand and is completely naked with a hard on and the fear in me has my heart pounding in my ears. I go to ask him why but I also realize he has gagged me. Oh God, in that moment all I ask is to die before he begins because I know deep down inside it's going to be real bad." By now I'm hysterical crying but I go on as I start to undress the top half of my body right infront of Sky, "He walks behind me and starts to touch me everywhere and to my ever lasting shame my twelve year old little pecker becomes aroused. I didn't even know what that was. Then the unimaginable pain as he strikes me for the first time with the whip. Over and over he swings and he finally stops. The pain is so profound that I'm pretty sure I passed out at some point but I was to learn all too soon that there was something worse than being whipped. Bleeding, terrified and feeling like my skin was on fire I regained consciousness." Again, I stopped, I stood right infront of Sky having taken my jacket and shirt off and looking into his tear drowned face I turn around and his intake of breath and the sound of his sobbing brought me to my knees. He was seeing my scars. A total of twenty lashes criss crossing my back.

Still on my knees I whispered my next statement, "He stands behind me. I'm mumbling through the gag for him to stop. He takes my waist in his hands and tightly holds onto to me as he jams his big hard cock into my tiny twelve year old ass and I passed out from the agony and onslaught of that one move. I later discovered that he raped me and would have repeatedly and probably have killed me in the process because honestly with what he had done, the damage was profound. There was just one thing he forgot to do. I fell asleep with Jeff on the phone and at some point the phone went into my pocket so dad never knew that Jeff heard everything. He got his father and they were able to get to me but it was, ofcourse to late for me but for my dad, it would come to a complete end. When Jeff walked into the room first, he lost all his sanity, picked up what turned out to be a baseball bat and with a strength that a twelve year old normally does not have, he beat my dad to death.", Sky was breathing heavier now and I turned around to look at him and he was hysterical. I wrapped my arms around him and we both just cried and cried until there were no more tears left.

"I've never been with anyone. I classify myself as gay because of that night but Jeff says I'm a virgin until I choose who I want to be with. To this day this haunts us both. We were both scarred that night.", I said. Sky says in the smallest voice, "Did-d Jeff get in trouble?" and I responded, "No because his father made it seem like there was a home invasion and that I was beaten. There was no public record of the rape or even that torture room. It was all staged. It was so hard in the beginning. If not for Jeff's parents I think the both of us would have killed ourselves but Jeff was the only one at first who could touch me so with time, patience and a whole lot of love, I'm the man you see before you."

We both got up from the floor and sat on the couch. I looked over at him. He says to me, "I-I-I... and, I can't. Not right now ok. Please!" and with that one word he falls apart and collapses into my chest. We both must have been drained because it wasn't until Jeffrey nudged me awake that I realized Sky and I had fallen asleep.

He takes Sky from my arms and carries him into his bedroom to lay him down. He comes back into the livingroom, looks at me and say, "Guestroom now!" then he smiles and says, "Thank you!" " You never have to thank me Jeffrey. I'll spend the rest of my life thanking you.", I say to him. Then he gives me a big bear hug and we go off to sleep.