Captivated By Her Beauty (Completed)

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WE STAYED IN the hospital a month before discharging me. My mom wanted to extend it, but I refused coz to be honest, sawang-sawa na akong nakakulong sa iisang kwarto na walang ibang nakikita kundi ang puting pader. At sa loob ng bwan na yan, I started to wonder, why most or should I say all of the hospitals were painted with a white coat?

Ok, that's a nonsense question, I know. Siguro bored lang talaga ako.

Inside that month, of course Aemieh didn't leave my mind up until now. I asked Loux, Adam, my mom and even dad about her but as they are always saying, "Think your health first before others. So in time, you gotta be ready to face the reality." then they gave me a little smile.

And there's a time that I really misses her a lot, so I called her using my new phone. I remember her number so it's easy for me to contact her.

I took a deep sigh before dialing her number. I want to talk to her through messenger but she blocked me and so as my other social media accounts.

Siguro nasayahan siya nang naaksidente ako, kase diba? napakasakit ng naidulot ko sa kanya.

Kumirot ang dibdib ko dahil sa naisip ko. I shake my head to get rid of the negative thoughts in my mind and took a deep sigh before smiling, waiting for her to answer it.

"Hello?" she said hesitating, maybe it was because my number was not registered on her phone.

Her voice is really angelic that left me starstruck, amazed and fascinated. Longing for it a very long time ago. I missed her. I missed the whole damn her!

"Hello? May I know who is this?" she asked again wondering who called her that made me back from the real world.

"A-Aemieh... my baby." tanging nasabi ko at hindi ko na mapigilan ang pagluha. I missed calling her name. I missed her calling my baby. But then,

Did she missed me? Or, she's still cursing me to death?

The other line went silent for more than a minute and I didn't bother to break it. But it didn't last another minute when I broke it. "I missed you." I said with all my heart. I dunno what to feel.

Should I be happy coz finally I already heard her voice? Or the otherwise coz I know she doesn't want to talk to me nor hear my voice?

Tanging paghikbi lang ang naririnig ko sa kabilang linya. "I'm... sorry... I know you hate me by now. I really know. But... I really love you... I already love you before that bet started." napahinghot ako bago pinunasan ang mga luha sa aking mata.

I'm longing for her love. Longing on how she makes me smile everyday.

"I know... I-I know..." gulat ako nang sumagot ito akala ko'y hindi na ito sasagot at papatayin agad ang tawag ko. At ang alam ko ay umiiyak siya dahil sa aking ginagawa months ago. "R-Riz... explained everything... I know and... I missed you..."

Don na ako mas lalong napahagulgol nang hindi dahil sa kalungkutan kundi dahil sa tuwa na malamang miss niya ako. Ang sarap sa pakiramdam na wala nang galit sa kanyang tuno unlike the last time.

Hagulgol ako nang hagugol wala akong pakealam kung rinig na rinig ako ni Aemieh sa kabilang linya, ang gusto ko lang naman at mailabas ang saya. At gusto kong malaman niya na isa siya sa aking mga kahinaan.

Wala akong paki-alam kung hindi nakakalalake ang paghagulgol. I just can't help myself because of me, being genuinely happy.

I don't think I can live happily without the person I really love.