The Thought Of Her

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Her POV

He's finally out of the hospital . I couldn't stay the third day cause he screamed at me so bad and told me not to return only cause I helped him out with getting up and supposedly talked to much.

I didn't say a word yesterday I just grabbed my things and walked out .

Sandi understood the situation and kept me updated. Today she's gonna be there with Chubbs to pick him up.

From now on I don't have to worry about him he's better and he can care for himself .

3rd person POV

Drake was sitting in the kitchen having a meal on his own for the 4th night this week . He's been trying to take care of his wounds so he stayed home . He got so many get well soon cards and flowers that he didn't keep up with .
The flowers were beginning to die out .

He noticed getting up was difficult without any support. His back was still kind of bad from the accident. It hurt to breathe at times . His chest was bruised and so were two of his ribs .

He didn't want the help of anyone.
It's been the same routine almost the whole week. Wake up , shower , clean wounds , take pain killers , and watch a couple of movies or be on his phone, eat , shower again, then go to sleep . He did it all with no help .

He couldn't deny it. It was starting to feel lonely in his house . What made it worse is that the house was so big anytime he spoke it would echo . He was starting to feel the emptiness.

It's been 2 weeks his body was getting better . The wounds were still there and healing. He could breath comfortably without as much pain.

He was getting a little more irritated. He was feeling the emptiness of the house even more . He would try to reach over in his bed as if Marcey was there . He didn't see her pacing like crazy trying to keep the house organized. He didn't get woken up randomly for breakfast. He didn't get those annoying questions that she asked in the middle of the morning.

He didn't feel the love in the house . The woman's touch you can say . He always made sure to have that anywhere he went . He had invited some girls here and there to the house but they just left the next morning . He had nobody there he could share the time with . The same routine every day was getting to him .

"I told you man she's literally a boss lady she'll make sure she's there for you . Matter of fact she always was ." 40 exclaimed.

" It's like the house feels empty ." Said Drake .

"It's her Aubrey . Why can't you just admit it ." He threw his hands up in frustration .

"I just need to get out of the crib ." That's what i need ." He said .

40 stormed off to the guest room . He was sick of Aubrey not accepting that Marcey was the one that he was missing .

Aubrey walked over to the coat rack and got his black grey Canada goose jacket . He walked over to the key holder by the door . He hesitated and just gave up . It was no use he had nowhere to go .

He went up to his room and just laid in bed thinking about what 40 just told him . He knew the house was missing something. It felt different being there . He was struggling living alone . He had nobody's help . Sandi came over a few times to check in on him but that's all . He's been alone for a while . He was just sick of that feeling in his chest that was making him lose rest .

"Marcey can you please come over and just check up on him ." 40 said to the phone .

"No 40 I'm done with Aubrey he was fine without me . He should be fine now !" She said .

"Come on cici he needs you . You just gotta show him that. He's literally suffering he just won't admit it ." He grunted .

"Fine! fine !" She finally accepted cause she knew 40 would keep grilling her about this .

"When you get here just act like he did nothing. Just be sweet . Please I love you . Okayyyyyyyy byeeee!" He hung up before she had a chance to speak .

Her POV

I can't believe I'm actually doing this shit .

I got out of the car and walked up to the door and didn't knock I just unlocked the door and walked in . I looked around for him and he was not down stairs .

I headed up stairs and looked in all the rooms . Nothing...

I finally went to his room and there he was on his balcony leaning on the railing with his head down . The sun was barely setting. The pinks and oranges from the sunset were illuminating his skin .

I began to hear crying. His breathing got uneasy. I walked over to him and wrapped my arms around his waist and rested my head on his bare back. He jumped a little then he calmed down .

I began to kiss his back . His cries got worse .

"Whats wrong ?"I asked .

He didn't respond he just kept crying. I turned him around to face me . He kept his head down . I couldn't see his face .

I put my finger under his chin and lifted his head up to face me .

He still didn't look at me he looked off to the side .

I wiped his tears away .

"Come on look at me Aubrey ." I said .

He looked at me with tears in his eyes . It's been a while since I seen him cry .

"I don't know what's going on but it's gonna be fine ok baby ." I said softly.

I began caressing his face. .

His breathing got back to normal .

It hurt seeing his beautiful big brown eyes cry . I might hate him a little , but he's still my husband and I love him to death .

"I missed you ." He choked out .

I haven't heard that in years . My heart felt as if it jumped a little . Hearing those words come out of his mouth hit my soul heavy .

"I'm here now don't worry about anything else ." I wiped more of his tears .
I took him into my arms he just melted into them .

We were now sitting on the balcony floor in an embrace. My back was leaning against the stone wall . Aubrey was wrapped up in my arms as he sat in between my legs . I began running my hands through his hair making him relax . His crying stopped .

" The house felt so alone ." He said .

"Shhhhh." I said softly as I held him in my arms .