Having Her

Chapter 73

Luciano's POV:

It's been 13 grueling hours and Winter is still only 7 cms dilated. I still can't get Lucian on the fucking phone, and Winter is refusing pain meds although she is in extreme pain and worried sick about Lucian. She's been crying for 10 minutes and moaning in pain and I feel utterly fucking useless.

At this point, I am just as worried as she is that Lucian will miss the birth of his first child and when I get my hands on him I am going to kill him with my bare damn hands. She's already so emotional, what on gods green earth possessed that fucking dickhead to leave so close to her due date.

"My fucking god, this shit hurts so much. Is it too late for pain medicine? Please tell me it's not too late." She burst into tears again and I come over to the bed and place a kiss on her forehead.

She is slick with a thin sheen of sweat and still she is so beautiful. I can't wait to have the chance to witness her bare my child, not that Andrea won't be treated like mine but he will still be my nephew either way.

"It's going to be okay love, just keep breath and it will be over before you know it, I promise." She nods and the doctor comes in moments later.

"Alright, Mama. This will be the last check before it's time to meet your little baby boy, you ready?." We both nod and she gets to work.

"Okay, well looks like little man is ready to come. You are fully dilated. I'll bring the team in now and we'll be having us a baby." Winter blows a breath of relief, not seeming to care that Lucian isn't even here anymore, but me, I'm fucking freaking out.

Oh god, she's really about to push a little human out of her vagina. I begin feeling queasy and have to steady myself on the side of the bed.

How the fuck do I kill people for a living but the thought of her pushing out a kid almost sends me to me knees. Lord, help me.

The doctor comes back into the room with a few other doctors amd everything happens so fast after this, that I barely gained any of my composure.

"Ok, So Luciano, are you holding the legs or watching the show front row?" I pale at this question.

"He is holding my legs, if I ever want him to be able to touch me again without imagining a bowling ball sized human coming out of my vagina. No way is he watching this damn kid come out of me." Yells Winter. I chuckle nervously at her and follow the instruction I am given on holding her leg.

"Ok mama, I need you to push really hard like you're passing a bowel movement through the next..." The doctor barely finishes talking before Winter pushes down and starts screaming loud enough to make my ears ring.

"That's really good, a few more big pushes and we'll have a baby."

Winter grunts and begins to push again, screaming and digging painfully into my arm. Jesus, this girl needs to cut her fucking nails.

"Hey mom, you're crowning. Want to see your little baby."

Please say no, please so no... "omg this fucking hurts, but yes I want to see"... FUCK!

The nurse places a mirror in front of her, and I swear I almost fucking pass out or vomit, I still don't know which one yet. This is literally the craziest thing ever. She looks like she's giving birth to a caveman, all I see is hair.

"Whoa, I didn't know a vagina could ever open that wide before." I say before I can stop myself, causing the room to erupt in laughter, but it doesn't last long because soon enough she's screaming again.

"One more big push mom, and the baby will be here."

She pushes down hard and time seems like it stops, all I remember was seeing Andrea pop out of her and a little blood gush from her vagina, then a loud cry. Then I blacked out.

Wow, real classy Luciano. If I was conscious I would facepalm myself.