How about a kiss? | samychuha

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We woke up and got ready to drop Samy off at the airport. We put all his bags in the car and then we started driving to the airport. The whole way there I was trying my hardest not to cry but my tears just kept coming out. I look over at Samy and he was crying too. We made it to the airport and helped him with his stuff and then walked with him to the gate.
Amira: " I'm really gonna miss you daddy"
Samy: " I'm gonna miss you more"
Luca: " When will you come back"
Samy: " Only time will tell"
Everyone was saying their goodbyes but I was crying so much I wasn't paying attention.
Samy: " Baby..."
I got up quickly and hugged him never wanting to let go. He hugged me back and we cried in each other's arms.
Samy: " I love you so much" He said kissing me
Lexi: " I love you more"
Samy: " Damn you got me crying hard ass shit" he said chuckling
Lexi: " You?! Look at me" I said laughing
Samy: " God I'm gonna miss waking up to that beautiful smile"
Lexi: " We'll see each other again"
Samy: " Just promise me you won't go date one of the boys or anyone from footlocker"
Lexi: " I promise" I say sticking out my pinky
Lexi: " Please just promise you won't forget me" I said starting to cry again
Samy: " I never would in a million years"
I hugged him again and he hugged.
Lexi: " Please don't let go"
Samy: " I won't baby"
" Flight 34 to Canada is now boarding"
Samy: " I have to go baby"
Lexi: " I love you so so so much and I hope to see you again"
Samy: " I love you too"
Lexi: " Forever?"
Samy: " And always" He said kissing me one more time before walking away
Seeing him walk away felt like someone was crumbling my heart into a ball and throwing it in the trash. I could hold back the tears anymore. Everyone was hugging my telling me it was going to be ok but it wasn't. The love of my life is moving out of the country and I don't know if I'll ever see him again. All I'm left with to remind me of him are clothes, pictures and our kids. I don't think I'll ever love anyone the way I love him. EVER.
Sicily: " Come on Lexi we have to go home"
Lexi: " I can't breathe"
Maria: " You gotta relax baby it'll be ok baby we got you"
Lexi: " Everything hurts, it hurts"
Maria: " I got you come on let's go home"
The whole car ride home I cried looking out the window. It started to rain making me feel 10x worse. We got home and I just went to my room and cried. It smelled like his cologne. I cried and cried the rest of the day. I didn't leave to eat or drink anything. I cried myself to sleep. This is going to be the worst years of my life.
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if you don't play the music while reading you're missing out. it really bring the chapter together and adds some flavor. but poor lexi i lowkey cried writing this not gonna lie because i was listening to sad music at the same time🤧