Jensen walks up to Jared's trailer, he feels bad for the fight they had. He doesn't even remember what it was about, but Jared looked broken when he left. He knocks on the door "Jare, listen, I'm sorry. Can I come in? Please?" there's silence. Jensen opens the door, the bathroom door is shut, there's no sound from the area. "Jared?" he walks over, he looks down and sees something from under the door.
"You better be decent." he mutters, opening the door. He sees Jared laying on the floor, wrists slit, "No! Jared!" he pulls him close and calls 911. A few minutes later, he tries to get Jared to open his eyes. "Jare, please don't leave me!" he sits there, hearing the sirens of the ambulance , he lays his head on Jared's and starts sobbing. "Come back, I still need you."
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While in the ambulance, Jensen holds Jared's hand as the paramedics try to work on him. He closes his eyes "Please let this be a nightmare..please." he looks down at Jared. "Please don't leave me, I need you." The rest of the ride to the hospital was silent, once they go in, a few doctors wheel Jared away. "I'm sorry, but sir, you can't go back with him." Jensen nods and goes to the waiting room, "It's my fault, I was mad at him..I started the stupid fight.." he paces back and forth.
Jensen waits for some kind of news about Jared, a nurse comes out, with the news Jensen didn't want to hear. Not about Jared, the chaotic friend he loves, "Mr. Ackles, you can spend a few minutes with Jared, but he won't make it." He starts crying, he thought he ran out of tears, she leads him to Jared's room. He's pale, very pale, he hold's his hand and can't think of what to say. He's dying, "Jare, I hope that you can hear me, but you are the best person I ever met. A-And I promise to remember and love you for the rest of my life."
He sits there waiting to see Jared, as he normally is, sit up and say "Let's go back to set, go home. This isn't a place to stay." but he knows that won't happen. The machine let's out the flat-line sound, which snaps Jensen out of his thought. "No...Jared, please, no." Doctors rush in to try and resuscitate him as the nurse from earlier takes him out of the room. "Please, let me in there, he's my friend!" "We're sorry, but you can't go in."
He stays in the hall, listening to the doctors, looking at Jared "Please, please, don't leave..Your family needs you, I need you." he hears the one doctor "Time of death, 9:40 Am." He puts his head on his knees and sobs, not caring who saw, or heard. He just lost Jared, his best friend, the closest thing to a second brother he has.
