Destined You & I (Completed)

For My Google Sweets

AN: This is normal text of Chapter 32. ❤️

2013/xx/xx

Dear Kongpob,

I'm so happy that you've found Jenny and you've kept your promise to your grandpa. I know he must be so proud of you. I'm so proud of you too. Their love story is so sad, and Jenny has suffered so much. I'm glad you've found her, and you can visit her when you have time. She sounds awfully lonely with no family at all. Have I told you how amazing you are? And you're all mine. I love you. ❤︎

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2013/xx/xx

Dear Kongpob,

Today was the first day of school. I know I'll tell you about all that happened again in my email and probably when we Skype on Friday night. But I feel like telling you here too because in my email I'm not going to tell you how much I really miss you. I'm not going to tell you how I wish we could have lunch together. I know, you're in a different faculty and we would have to spend half our lunchtime just walking to and back across the campus, but I would still have done it. And I know you would have too, that is, if only you were here. At least sometimes.

It's been almost two months since you've left. Time feels like it's crawling. Minutes feel like hours, hours feel like days, and days feel like years. How are we supposed to do this for two years? Do you miss me as much as I miss you?  ❤︎

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2013/xx/xx

Dear Kongpob,

I guess Halloween really is a big thing in the US. By the way, I didn't tell you on Skype, but you looked good in the doctor costume even though it belongs to Payel. I'm sorry that I got upset over that group picture. It's just that you seem to be having so much fun without me, and sometimes I'm scared that you're having so much fun that you'll forget about me. I know you keep telling me that that won't happen but I can't help it. I just miss you so much.

Today, I went to the orphanage to visit the kids. There's a new foreign volunteer named Alex. He only speaks English and he's been trying to teach the kids English too. They seem to really like him. So does Miss Eva. I think she likes him. I caught them flirting. The kids really miss you and asked to see some of your latest pictures. So I showed them your Halloween pictures. Josie squealed seeing you in your doctor costume. Then Alex explained what Halloween is to the kids, and we threw a mini Halloween party even though Halloween is over. ❤︎

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2013/xx/xx

Dear Kongpob,

I know I already told you that I'm really worried about my final score in Comm 201 for this semester, and you have already told me that it'll all be fine but I'm seriously scared. If I don't pass it, then I'm going to have to retake it again next fall semester, and I can't take Comm 202 in the winter or Comm 203 in the spring. I might even have to stay back a year, and I don't want to be another year behind you. ☹︎

Hey, I hope you buy a jacket soon. It doesn't have to be an expensive one. Just a simple one will do. I hate that I have to keep nagging you because I don't want you to be annoyed with me. But I don't want you to get sick either. I'm starting to feel like my mother. I had checked, and the weather in NY is getting colder by the day. I really don't think a sweatshirt is going to cut it any longer. Even Jenny has told you many times that you need to put on a jacket. And you run all those errands for work. Please get a jacket. If you don't, I'll send one to you. ❤︎