The Love Within

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Janet

Toni left me without a word only a note. I hurt her and that's something I never wanted to do. Yes I love Toni and every bit of me wanted to marry her she's my whole life.  

I called and texted her over a thousand times I decided to try one more time. I rung and rung until bout three last ring someone picked up. But instead of it being Toni it was something that made my heart ache.

" mhhh fuck Toni!"

"Pass me that blunt right dey." I'm guessing she passed it to her or whatever as Toni went back in for more.

" oh god stop Toni please my pus— shit! Shit! Bitch fucking stop, Toni please." Toni had this chick damn near crying what kind of shit. Man hell no im not losing Toni over no damn misunderstanding ion care if she giving bitch some bomb ass head that's my damn Toni and that's my bomb ass head. I checked her location seeing where she was at.

That bitch just for sex cause ion see her with no damn custom Mercedes. All I know is somebody better call Jerry cause I'm finna air that bitch out.

I sped to the place getting out. I snuck through the back door because of curfew going upstairs to the third floor. I know toni she always had to get something on the damn third. I seen a girl going up with a tray thing I guess she was room service.

"Hey excuse me, where you going?"

"Ugh I got locked out."

"Oh, what room you looking for?" Damnit bitch I should've went to the desk. I looked back at my location seeing that I was 25 ft from her, so she on this floor for sure. I was hit with a powerful whiff of kush and with that o knew exactly what room she was in.

"I found it."

"Oh I'm going in that one, I'll let you in."

"It's a surprise so mind if I hide under here."

"Go ahead." I got up under making sure I was fully covered.

She knocked on the door "room service."

"I'm coming."

"Toni she has a key."

"Ima still open the door."the door a open and my god you could get a contact high just by standing at it.

"I'll take that's here's ya tip and thank you."

"You're welcome, have a good night."

"You two." She pulled the cart in and closed the door behind her.

"Toni could I ask what's your girlfriend like?" Let toni ass say something slick, ima buss that bitch down like a tree.

"Oh man she's amazing, she's beautiful, smart, just everything I need and more. Oh what man what have a done. I love her, she's my world. Torrey what did I do." I peeked seeing the girl wrap her arms around Toni.

"I mean you're high do you even know what you're saying right now.  listen she didn't accept your proposal what girlfriend would do that. If it was me I'd say yes and make love to all night. Come on Toni let's just go back to what we was doing, hit another blunt and let go."

"Move Torrey for real."

"She got you that hung up, damn you won't thinking bout that when you was between my thighs. Understand you made me cry shit was just that good, and if she can pass that up then something wrong with sis." She start kissing on Toni's neck but Toni pushed her off.

"Look I'm not trynna be rude but move."

"Toni."

"Please." She moved and Toni grabbed her phone going into the bathroom.

My phone began to vibrate and then just busted out ringing. Uh oh.

"What the fuck." The girl pulled the table cloth up and I got out.

"Janet?"

"Don't janet me. For you bitch..." I smacked the shit out of her and just went at her ass.

"Janet! Stop for real."

"Bitch." She hit me in my eye then slapped me and that's when something in toni snapped. Toni drugged her ass and just started wailing on her.

"Don't you ever! Ever! Put your hands on my wife understand me. Lemme tell you something this night you will forget cause if not I'll help you forget and I don't think you want me to do that. I don't care what I was on what we did. Shit bitch forget it, ion care what I said, understand that's she's my now and forever. You just a damn sex act."

"Must've been a good one if you was steady in my shit."

"I'll give you that."

"But I won't." I dragged the girl out of Toni's hotel room. Me and Toni stood staring the anger that took over me seeing spots on her neck just was out of this world. I went and attacked her.

Like she didn't even fight back she took it, I broke my nail hitting her and she just stood there.

"Why you aren't hitting back?" I looked at her like she was crazy

"I deserve it. What I did has no explanation to. If you leave me I'll understand."

"No I'm not leaving you Toni, look I can't blame you fully because you were high."

"But I knew what I was doing Janet. My actions can't be explained. I should've stayed and waiting til you was ok to talk to you instead of acting like that, I admit I was hurt but it gave me no reason to do what I did. You don't deserve that Janet and I see why you didn't accept the proposal."

"Toni." I held her face in my hands and kissed her. Damn she done brushed her teeth and everything.

"Ima just say yes, we can start over."

"I'm sorry."

"We not discussing it restart."

"Alright."

"Now explain how you made that bitch cry. Cause I had your head before, you ain never made me c— yes you did I'd take that back."

"Mhm."

"You're good, but I'm better."

"Alright we ain't caring that far, but you staying here wit me or you going back home."

"Well while we're here might as well take advantage."

"Yea I guess." She picked up the blunt and I smacked it straight from her parted lips.

"What I told you bout smoke Toni."

"You in my business?" I just looked at her

"Don't do that."

"Girl I'll cut yo ass over some you in my business you damn skippy I'm in yo business go brush your teeth again."

"Yes ma'am."

Told you no one was taking my Toni... glee