Complex ◤𝓚𝓲𝓶𝓒𝓸𝓹◥

Complex Differences

Copter has always been distant from everyone. Unlike him, I'm the 180 degree opposite. I enjoy meeting new friends, partying and trying all the new stuff.

Everyone who knows us wonder how we survive this friendship.

We're classmates since 1st grade. I've always been the most favorite student and the pleaser of the crowd, but Cop has always been indifferent like, he doesn't care if he's eating, waiting and studying alone. If I were him, I'll die.

I can't remember when or why I started stalking him.

On our 3rd grade I nervously approached him and he answered..

"I'm sorry but, I'm not nice so it's better if you stay away from me.."

Ouch..

That hurts.. but with me stalking him enough made me fully aware he's not nice but still kind.. like, he's grumpy but still shows care.

Being unfamiliar to the feeling, my heart clenched but that rejection made me decide to crawl my way to him.

I started with, greeting him every morning with a yogurt on his desk.. begging the teacher to pair me to him in every activity.. force him to go lunch with me even if I have to be the annoying moron taking his things if he won't agree.. and doing all the chores assigned to him so that he will owe me something and I can spend more time with him.

The first time I received his smile was when I saved him.. he was locked in the stockroom by our classmates and I was going crazy looking for him. I ran like a madman checking every room and nook knowing that I haven't seen him since P.E..

I then found him curled up in the corner..

He didn't say a word but I was rewarded by his hug. I really savor that moment though my nostrils was about to explode from panting due to tiredness and for running..

After a few days, I learned that a lot of my friends are calling him snobbish and proud.

I know they are all wrong..

If they only knew how shy and sensitive he is.

"I decided to keep you as my only bestfriend.. I will leave all of them for you so you have to be my friend from now on.. I have no one aside from you. Please don't reject me again.."

I proclaimed to him not giving other option after I confronted our classmates since I found out their bullying methods.. they are the ones who never put an effort to know him.

From then on, he became more open to me..

I continued all my routine, giving him food.. providing his needs.. making sure he's safe.. and most especially..

Take him away from all possible admirers and suitors.

My first broken heart was when, while watching a movie in my room, he said..

"Bas, don't fall in love to me. Promise me.."

He laughed after but.. it's painful.

That was after our classmate in 5th grade confessed that she likes me.. she was a beauty and talented.. heck.. she's the muse in our grade.

I rejected her telling that my heart is interested to someone already..

That time, I was still confuse.. I'm confuse why in everything I do, I can only think of Copcop..

But after hearing his words..

Love.

I found out that I love him, and he already rejected me again, even before I figure it out.

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I've been keeping this draft since I last updated this story.. 🤦 I guess that was around june or july..

This chapter is especially for 8236fathiafaizanarah 😅😅😅

I can't do much about my other story so I decided to make an update instead..