Our relationship did not become as smooth as our friendship. I knew this is not going to be easy and I'm not willing to lose him now.. it's just that, it's painful whenever he unintentionally make you feel how distant his willingness is to make this relationship work.
I never knew everything would be messed up.
Yes! I love him. I'm certain and without doubts but, I started to question Copter's feelings towards me.
He never made me feel like I'm his boyfriend.
"Cop? Where are you?"
"On my way.."
"Good.. I'm almost there, the meeting took longe--"
"Wait. What do you mean?"
I frowned.
"What?"
"On your way, where?"
"To you.. we're.. we're eating together, right?"
This is one of our outrageous situation.
"I-I thought you will be eating there.. I'm, already on my way back to the class.."
"Cop.. of course I want to eat with you.. I hurried everything here just to come as soon as possible.. have you even check your phone?"
"N-no.."
"You should have at least contact me if your already hungry and can't wait for me so I can at least do something.."
"I'm sorry.. Bas, it's just that.."
"What?"
I can no longer hide how upset I am in my voice.
"It's just I'm not used to wait for you.. before we can eat anywhere and any time without waiting for each other.."
I.. can't explain what I'm feeling now.
He can't imagine how hurt I am.
"Cop.. that was before. I was even excited to see you and be with you in every vacant time that I can grab."
"What about I'll come to see you?"
"Yeah.. at least make up for it."
He giggled..
"Yeah! Idiot."
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Complex ◤𝓚𝓲𝓶𝓒𝓸𝓹◥
Short Story"Phi, I think.. I might just like someone." The struggle of a big brother to survive the test of limits for his younger baby.
