The 14th Noah (D Gray Man Fanfiction)

Lala's Lullaby

A/N: Are you all still here? Thanks for all the support you are all giving me!

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Allen was about to sleep inside his room when suddenly, he was surprised to see his master rushing back inside his room. "Why are you here, master?" he asked.

Marian collared him and screamed, "Stop calling me that!!! Stop pretending you don't remember your past!"

Allen looked sideways, "Tch!" He looked at him, held his right arm and shouted, "Will you let go of me, stupid brother of mine!"

Marian Cross was surprised. He really do remember the past... He knelt in his surprise. Stupid Nea!!! I told him to keep the past from him!

Suddenly, he was interrupted by Allen. "I remember my past... Yes... Before I was shrunk but," he raised his hand for him to reach which Cross gladly accepted, "Nea tried his best to keep hiding by not talking to me but I woke those pasts by my own self. Do not blame him."

Cross stood up and asked, "What... What about Lenalee?"

Allen stared down at his bed. Lenalee was sleeping there. "She's here and she's mine. I'd have to tell Komui Lee, the only supervisor I liked since I began being an exorcist that the last battle is near."

"Brother, will you really allow yourself to be the Dark Order's weapon to destroy and kill the Millenium Earl?" he asked him.

"I'd have to answer your question to me before when you held me tight in front of the Cardinals when they restrained me before. Why do I have to sacrifice everything? It is because my life is for everything I do. I am a weapon to save both humans and akuma to end the Holy War and to end the battle between the Noah Clansmen and the Exorcists!" he told him.

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"G-General Cross!!! Why are you here?" Komui Lee was surprised to see him inside his room.

"There is something my brother wants to tell you," he told him.

"Brother? You have a brother?" he asked.

"Can you come with me in his room?" he asked him

"Of course, General Cross!"

After a while, he and Komui Lee reached Allen's room already which surprised him. He began to be more suspicious at him. "There are really secrets you don't want to tell us, Marian Cross."

He smiled, sniffed a smoke and told him, "Red Walker is awakened. Allen Walker is no more." When he said that, the door was opened with a large blow and angrily by Allen, followed by a punch on his face that shocked both the Lee Siblings. "Allen-kuuuuunnn!!!" Lenalee restrained Allen from punching him more. A sweat-drop came over Komui Lee.

"Allen and Red are different, Marian Cross! I'll remain as Allen. Red is no more and I may have recovered my oldest memories but I'm happy as Allen," he told him. Then, Allen's eyes was filled with fire and his teeth became pointed. He stepped on his face and told him, "I won't forgive you for torturing me with your nonsense debts, Older Brother!!! I'd torture you to death! Taking advantage of me when I don't remember a single thing about my past! Oh!! How I love to take my revenge against you!!!"

"But Red!"

"Stop calling me Red, Stupid!"

Then, Komui Lee coughed and asked Allen, "So I've heard that you remember your past, already. All of it, it seems."

Allen stopped stepping on him and faced him. He nodded and told him, "Yes, I remember my past, Supervisor. It is time for me to tell the past to all of my friends, to the Appointed Generals and Grand Generals about my return."

He took out his hat and bowed to show respect, "Welcome back, Sire."

"Allen-kun, now that you remember who you are. What am I to you?" Lenalee asked him sadly.

Komui stared at the both of them full of confusion. Cross Marian dragged Komui inside Allen's room to leave Lenalee and Allen alone outside.

"I may look young, I may be old but one thing is for sure, Lenalee. My childhood is reset when I shrunk after I accepted Nea's memories. My body is as old as you but my memories are older than me but I cannot go back to be Red again. Red has died long ago but is only reincarnated through me. Allen Walker was born sixteen years ago. I will be Allen Walker till my death, Lenalee. Allen has two souls harboring inside of him, Red and Nea. Lenalee, my heart is yours forever, no matter what!" he assured her.

"But still, the Allen Walker I know is gone,isn't it?" she told him.

"Forgive me. I have awakened my oldest memories," he told her.

Suddenly, Lenalee waved her hands thinking that Allen might think she'll leave him alone and so, she told him, "No. No! I won't leave you, Allen. You may have awakened your rightful soul but my heart will never change."

Allen smiled. He was now happy that Lenalee won't leave his side. They both entered his room while Komui is sitting on his bed and Marian Cross sniffing his smoke. "It's time, brother. Tell them about your past."

"Komui, gather all of the exorcists, generals and grand generals and lead them where Hevlaska resides. I will speak the truth of the events thirty five years ago as an Old Bookman Junior and as the Heart of Innocence and also, at the time when I was born. Bookman needs to be there and tell them about my first childhood," Allen told them.

Komui stared at him for a few minutes. He was really different now. "Yes, my lord."

When he reported that Red has been awakened, the other Generals and Grand Generals were all surprised. "The descendant of the first Heart? He's alive all along?" General Socalo said. Tears run down her eyes. "I can't believe it!!!"

"The descendant and the great great great grandchild of the first Heart Wielder had been awakened... It is a pleasure to have him here with us!" Tiedoll proclaimed.

"Let him come, Komui. We will listen," the Grand Generals said.

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Allen knelt in front of the Grand Generals just after all of the people he wanted to talk exclusively have already gathered and assembled at the old base where Hevlaska is. He, then looked at her and asked, "Why keep the past from me, Hevlaska when I returned at this place? You just spoke a clue about me!"

Hevlaska answered, "The Highest Power prevents me from telling the truth, sire. He wanted to test you. He wanted to remind you that you are given another chance in life."

Allen's skin became gray once again. "I disobeyed Him."

"Remember, Allen Walker. God loves you."

Suddenly, a famiiar voice, singing a familiar song for Allen echoed the old base.

Tearful was that day,
From which the ashes will rise,
The guilty man is condemned,
So have mercy on him, Lord,
Compassionate Lord Jesus,
The guilty man is condemned,
So have mercy on him, Lord,
Compassionate Lord Jesus!

The song calmed him down and made him happy. "That was Lala's lullaby, wasn't it, Hevlaska?"

"You are the only one who can choose your path, Allen Walker."

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A/N: I know that the Latin song of Lala's Lullaby is better but I wanted the message of Lala's lullaby to be clearer. That song is the reason I fell very much connected with D Gray Man, the same with FMAB.