math || jungkook

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Jungkooks POV

I was walking back home after hanging out with the boys, with a strange feeling.

I knew it was because of Taehyung asking out Ellie. I didn't know if I was happy, sad, jealous or mad. And I felt so confused as to why I felt like this.

I sigh as I kick the rocks in the street while walking. I think the part that bothers me the most is knowing they'll definitely date, as Ellie likes him back.

Why does this suck? I used to try and set them up together!!!!

"Hey Kook!!!"

I turn around, "Oh, hey Heidi. What are you doing here?"

"Oh, i went for a walk... what's up?" She asks.

I sigh, "I don't know, man. I just have so many mixed emotions..."

"Hmm... is this about Tae asking out Ellie?" She asks

"Yeah... wait, how do you know?" I say, confused as it just happened 15 minutes ago and she was not there.

"Uh, forget that.. anyway, what emotions?" She says

"Well.." I ignore her very suspicious response to think, "I guess jealous? Sad? I don't know man I never felt this way."

"You like her, don't you?" She asks.

I stop in my tracks... Like her? Why would I like her? I mean yeah sure, she's pretty and she's fun to be around, but then again I am known to have flings. This 'actually liking someone' is new to me.

"Listen, you've never experienced actually liking someone. But you like her. She never gave you the attention you expected you'd get and now you're the one chasing her." She says

"...karma"

"Shut up." I playfully punch her as she laughs.

"Look, I'm just saying.. you should totally ask her out before Taehyung does. She could be your SOULMATE!!!" She says

"Psh, please, don't believe in soulmates." I say

"Oh trust me, they're very real." Heidi says

"How do you know?" I ask

"I know everything." Heidi says, "goodbye now."

I wave to her as she goes the other way, probably back to her house. I turn back to my tracks and sigh deeply.

I should probably tell her my feelings before taehyung does.

...Oh he is going to hate me.