Why Can't You Love Me

Chapter 4

Chapter 4
Lip POV

It was the night of Deb's sleepover party and seeing as everyone was busied with the movie I made my escape upstairs to my room. As I lay down and take off my shirt I start to think about Karen. I mean what the fuck, I try to give her everything and she throws me away like dog shit. I don't even know why she likes that Jody guy's, he's stupid as fuck. Still contemplating my thoughts I hear someone entering the room, looking up I see Mandy at the doorway.

"What do you want Mandy?" I ask, putting my head back on the bed. When I hear no answer I look up again and see her taking off her shirt. "Mandy, what are you doing?" I ask as I see her shirt completely off. "Just wanna have some fun." she answers with a smile. I don't question it any further. I go up to her and kiss down her body. I was only going along with this to try and get over Karen. I mean fuck her and her weird-ass boyfriend. Looking up into her face again I see Mandy not into it at all. "What's wrong?" I ask her, "Nothing just keep going." She says quickly. I try to continue but I literally see her close to tears. "What the fuck." I say backing up. "I'm sorry, it's just a lot of stuff is going on and I thought this would make it better but it didn't," she explained. I sigh and sit against the headboard. I sit there thinking over everything about Karen, and how I could at least try and get her back or how to get her away from Jody when someone walks into the door and scream, "What the fuck!".

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Lex's POV

"What the fuck!" I yell seeing Mandy and Lip both on the bed half-naked. I went upstairs to just grab my sweatshirt then I see this shit. I can't fucking believe this. As I walk out of the room I hear Lip and Mandy call after me, I run down the stairs. "Hey, what happened" Ian tries to ask us from the couch as he sees Mandy and Lip trying to follow as I rush out the house. I grab my coat and try to run from them but Lip grabs my arm. "Lexi, chill the fuck out we didn't do anything." he tries to explain to me, but I didn't want to hear. "What am I supposed to think when I see you two in a bed half-naked, huh." when they both didn't say anything it just proved my point further. "I tell you, you can fuck whoever you want and you go to my brother that just shows that you don't give a shit about me!" I yell at Mandy. "Lexi, I promise we didn't do anything." she says, almost crying." Mandy, how could you do this to me? My own family." I ask her, voice sounding desperate. "I am so sorry, nothing happened I swear." "I don't want to fucking hear that shit, even if you didn't DO anything you were planning to!" I say still trying to walk away but Lip pulls me back again. "Why are freaking out, you too were literally just fucking." he says in my face but I push him away. 

"Fuck you Lip! Just because Karen doesn't want anything to do with you doesn't mean you can fuck with the things I have Lip! You knew exactly how I felt and you still did this shit! You are the worst brother ever!" At this point, Ian and Debs were outside with shocked faces. I successfully make my way away from the house and ran off.

Before I know it, I'm right in front of the Alibi.
"Hey Lex, what are you doing here so late?" He questioned me as I handed him my fake id. "Don't wanna be home," I answer back as he hands me a beer. "Frank again," he asks me, sighing. He was probably the best person next to my siblings and I who knew how much of an asshole my father was. "No, surprisingly not my father this time." I sadly laugh. Once I had gotten to four beer's Kev had cut me off and promised he would take me home since we were neighbors. I watch V walk down from the attic. "What's Lex doing in here?" V asks Kev but I answer before he can say anything. "Because life is a motherfucking shit show!" I say before laughing like an idiot. " Yeah, it's time to take her home," Kev says, coming around the bar near mt stool picking me up. "Woo-hoo I'm flying!." I say and once the cold air hit my face I remember the reason why I came to the bar in the first place. "I can't fucking believe that bicth, but I guess it's my fault for even falling for her. I mean she's not even gay!." I say laughing at the end.