The Fading Sunshine

Chapter 14

**still Kuroo's POV

"I think it's time for you to tell me about last night." I said sternly.

"Why, I'm fine I just got a little worked up." Hinata said as he stood up and started walking towards the door.

I stuck my arm out to stop him. "No, you're going to sit down and tell me what happened because it's not nothing. If it was nothing then you wouldn't have those cuts on your arm." I said as I pointed to his wrist.

"I can't tell you what happened... You'll think i'm pathetic...'' He said as he looked down to the floor. I watched him for a moment and I saw a few tears fall to the ground.

"Hinata... I would never think you're pathetic. You're strong, and if you would just tell me what happened then I could help you." I said trying to reason with him.

"I'll tell you but you can't tell my team yet. I don't want them to find out yet." He said with his eyes wide.

"Are you sure, they can help you too Hinata. We all will help you." I told him.

"No, no one can know besides you." He said with a hard expression.

"Okay, but you'll have to tell them eventually. When you leave Tokyo I can't help you anymore." I told him.

"I'll cross that bridge when I get there." He said. "You might want to sit down."

I sat down on a chair across from him and looked at him. "Take your time. Take a minute if you need it. I can tell whatever is bothering you is bad, so take it slow okay?" I said.

He nodded.

"So last night after we ate I had to go to the restroom. So I told my team where I was going and told them i'd be back in a few minutes. So I was walking down the hall and I felt like someone was watching me but every time I looked around I didn't see anyone. But then the last time I turned around...." He stopped and stumbled over his words. His breathing became uneven.

"Breathe, you're alright okay?" I told him.

"W-when I turned around someone grabbed me from behind and I tried to scream for help. I tried, but he punched me in my side and covered my mouth...." He stopped again and this time more tears came.

"He who?" I asked.

"K-Koki.." He stuttered.

"Your dads work friend?" I asked. I hadn't met him formally but I saw them talking when he had first shown up.

"Yes.." He said softly.

"Alright, do you want to keep going or do you want to take a minute?" I asked.

"I-I can keep going.." He said slowly.

"After He covered my mouth he told me to be quiet because he didn't want this to be worse than it had to be. He drug me down a lot of hallways before stopped at one of the empty team rooms. He threw me in and said..."

***Hinata's Pov

"He threw me in the room and..." I stopped. Do I tell him about my dad as well? If there's no need to then why would I? He doesn't have to know about my whole shitty life.

"And he what?" Kuroo asked.

"He told me that ever since he saw me that day at my house, he just couldn't resist me..." I lied. There was no need for him to be involved in my shitty life.

"He pulled out his... his..." I struggled, I couldn't say it.

"I got it." Kuroo said.

"And he told me to... suck. I told him no but he hit me in my face and shoved it in anyways. I gagged and it pissed him off and he told me that I should want this. He told me he knew I was gay and that I should want him..."

"Hinata... That's horrible. No ones gonna think you wanted this. We all know you and anyone that knows anything about you will know you didn't want this." Kuroo said.

"Well after that he hit me... a lot... And I felt like I couldn't move..." The tears came again. " My whole body hurt. I felt defeated. I gave in. I couldn't fight anymore... When he finished he threw me back on the ground and told me he would see me later." I told him as I down to the floor on my knees.

"Hinata this isn't your fault. You can't blame yourself. He hurt you and like you said, you felt like you couldn't move."

"I could've tried harder. I could've tried to at least fight back. But I laid there and took it like a coward. I let this happen." I said in between sobs.

I felt arms around me. I looked over and Kuroo was hugging me. "I'm so sorry this happened to you but we need to call the police. He said he would see you later, he could try to come back."  Kuroo told me.

I know it's what we should do but I don't want the team to see this way. I don't want them to see this side of me.

"Please don't, Can we try to solve this our self first?" I asked desperately.

"We can keep this between us for now. But if it gets out of hand again I'm calling the police no questions asked." Kuroo told me.

"Thank you." I said.

"No problem, but I do have a question if you're up for answering it." said Kuroo.

"Sure, go ahead." I told him.

"Why did you get so upset with Kageyama in the game. What caused the breakdown? It just looked like y'all were bickering as usual and then you fell and broke down." He asked me curiously.

"Well, when I missed the ball Kageyama got mad and lost his mind. Which isn't like him. Yeah he gets mad but he never gets so mad over something so insignificant. But he called me "Little shit" which isn't uncommon. But last night... Koki called me that multiple times when he... Raped me." I looked down at the ground.

"And Kageyama doesn't know why you go so upset does he?" Kuroo asked.

"No." I said softly. "He doesn't."

"Hinata, do you really think it's a good idea to keep this from everyone?" Kuroo asked. "They might continue to accidentally upset you and none of them will know why."

"I just can't tell them right now." I told him as I watched him tap his foot on the ground. "It took a lot to tell you. I just can't tell all of them yet."

"I understand. Why don't we get you back to your room. You may not want tell them right now, but they'll want to check on you."

"You're right. Let's head back." I said

**Third person POV

Hinata and Kuroo got up but as they got ready to leave, two players ran down the hall so they wouldn't be seen.