What A Tease!

Chapter 18

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_______________ Lexies POV ____________________

I had gone upstairs to take a shower and just chill inside the rest of the day. I didn’t have the energy to do anything that takes… energy. I’m having a lazy day. I stepped out of the shower only to notice that I forgot my clothes outside, in my room. And today I felt like showering without a tub so I showered In the big bathroom. Which means that Zach probably will see me in only a towel. I tip toed to my room. Maybe he won’t notice me. I passed his room only to see it empty. Great.

I walked in to my room and closed the door behind me. ‘’Oh my! You scared me you idiot! What are you doing in my room?’’ I asked Zach. ‘’I waited for you to finish your shower, I just … didn’t expect.. you to dress in… that.’’ He was not hiding the fact that he was checking me out. He was so distracted that he couldn’t finish his sentence directly. I was laughing in my head. well seems like someone needs a wake up call. I took a few steps until i was too close for his liking. He took a step back. Hehe he fell right into my trap. He kept taking steps back as I kept walking towards him until his back hit the wall behind him. I didn’t actually know what i was planning on doing so I just went with the flow at the moment. I leaned in so that we were less than an inch away from each other. He didn’t seem to dislike this position. I trailed my hand from his lower torso up to his neck. And when he started leaning in with his head, eyes closed and everything, I pulled away. He opened his eyes that only showed shock. ‘’Why?’’ He whispered with the same voice from earlier. ‘’Be-’’ He cut me off by wrapping his arm around my waist and pulling me to him. He didn’t even give me a chance to get over the shock until he kissed me. A kiss which put all the other ones to shame. The way he held me in both his arms, and the way he started slowly walking to the other side of the room and away from the wall and onto my bed. He played with my hair and I ran my fingers thru his as I always do.

This time there weren't any sparks or shocks.. This time it was fireworks. And not the kind in movies and books, The kind that  makes you feel as if you can’t take more of it or have enough of it at the same time. The kind where you no longer have any self control. You just want more and more and you’re not really sure what anything will lead to. There was no calm in our kiss. If it was possible to argue during a kiss then this is what we were doing. I could feel his anger, probably from me ignoring him. I could feel the jealousy, from asking that guy for a ride. And i could feel something else. Something that I wasn’t quite sure I was feeling right. Something that only made me feel love. His Love? I couldn’t even think straight without any air. I don’t know how long the kiss lasted but when he pulled away I knew one thing. I had not had enough. We were panting and he looked at me with something different in his eyes. ‘’I-I can’t have enough of you.’’ He said before planting his lips on mine again. His arm went from my cheek down to my waist, only to be met with my bare skin, mich I bet he wasn’t expecting. I forgot that I had only been in a towel when I walked in. And now the towel had slipped of half of my body. He pulled away, looked me in the eyes, and then kissed me again but only for a few seconds. He pulled away but didn’t get up from on top of me. ‘’You are only in your towel.’’ He said in between pants. He was looking at the sheets right next to my head. ‘’I know.. I forgot.’’ I was probably as red as a tomato right now.

‘’So why did you come to my room in the first place?’’ I asked him. ‘’I wanted to discuss everything that happened today. You know, you being mad, ignoring me and so on...’’He explained ‘’Oh. Well...’’ I trailed of. ‘’I liked our way of discussing things better.’’ He told me. I looked up at his smiling face. Urg.. I really wanted to kiss him again. His expression switched to a pained one. He put his hand on my cheek and stroked my cheek with his thumb. ‘’I want to.. tell you something.’’ He told me. ‘’Okay, what are you waiting for then?’’ I asked. ‘’I don’t want to tell you.’’ ‘’Are you high?’’ I asked. He was confusing me. One second, he wants to tell me, the other  he doesn’t. He looked at me with a serious expression. ‘’No. I’m… scared.’’  He looked defeated. What would he be scared of? Is he in trouble? ‘’Zach, Are you in trouble?’’ I asked him seriously. He looked me in the eyes ‘’Deep trouble.’’ Oh no! Wait, I can’t jump to conclusions. He has to be more exact. ‘’Is the… like.. the police involved.. or something like that.’’ He looked at me with furrowed brows. ‘’No.. nothing like that.’’ He was getting on my nerves. ‘’Zach! Just tell me I’m getting impatient.’’ I almost yelled. He closed his eyes and took in a deep breath. ‘’ I just.. don’t want to scare you away.’’ he was making me worried. ‘’Zach, what is going on? Seriously, I’m getting worried.’’ He looked at me and then pecked my lips fast. ‘’I- I… just .. god! why is it so hard to say. Please don’t judge me okay. This is completely understandable. Okay?’’ I nodded my head. I wouldn’t judge him. He’s like the most important person in my life right now, together with my brothers Of Course. ‘’I promise, I won’t judge you. Now please just tell me.’’ I sighed. ‘’I.. Kind of…. I-’’ I cut him of. ‘’Just say it. Fast. Like a band-aid. Right?’’ He nodded. He took a deep breath. ‘’ I Love You’’ I kept quiet. because I wasn’t sure if I heard him correctly. ‘’Did you just say you-’’ He cut me off. ‘’Yes. And I’m not expecting you to say it back. I understand.. This isn’t something that just pops up just like that. And just a couple of weeks ago you hated me so I don’t expect you to feel the same way about me. I just couldn’t hold it in anymore. Like, have you seen your face after every time we kiss? You look so beautiful. Actually You’re always beautiful. Every single time I look at you I fall more and more in love with you.’’ He finished of his ramble. I didn’t know what to say. I mean it isn’t normal to just kiss someone like this without any feelings being involved. Wait. Am I admitting that I have feelings for Zach. ‘’Urgh Zach, You shouldn’t have told me anything. What if I start to feel these fake feelings for you, now that I know how you feel? What If I start thinking that I love You but I actually don’t and then I hurt your feelings?’’ At first, he looked worried. But when I finished my sentence, He smiled at me and stroked my cheek. ‘’Believe me, I will know when, If you fall in love with me.’’ He said. I kept quiet. He looked so reassuring. ‘’Just… Don’t think about it too much.’’ He told me.