The Entertainer (Dandy Mott fanfic)

Chapter 6 - To Be Loved

He looked past me to see himself flex in the mirror, and then looked at me. "Impressed with what you see?" He said with a proud smirk.
"Well of course you are. I am a- a"
He looked in the mirror trying to find the word he was looking for.
"A god." I finished his sentence.
He smiled at me and then walked over to the full length mirror. We were both standing in the reflection. "Yes, a god. I am a god." He said loudly and proudly. He then looked over at my reflection. "And you, you are my goddess." I looked over at him. Our eyes met, but quickly closed as our lips met. Dandy pulled away, and stared into my eyes again. "Now, I'm going to get us some nice warm towels, when I come back, I expect you to be undressed, and waiting for me in the shower, so you can 'entertain' me." He left the bathroom, locking the door behind him so I couldn't escape. There weren't any windows, so I was really stuck in here. I began to cry. I was about to be seen naked, if not raped, by a man I met less than 24 hours ago. I was terrified. I was sitting in the corner, still dressed, when he came back. "GET UP." He ordered. I stood up quickly and walked towards him. He grabbed my shoulders and quickly twisted me so I was facing away from him. He moved his hands closer to my neck as I stood trembling.
"I love you, but you don't seem to love me." I felt it. He had a knife, and it was on my neck. "Now, I'm going to have to kill you. Don't act so scared, there's one way you can live past today." I knew right away what he wanted. I stood frozen as he untied the ribbons holding together the top half of the lingerie I was wearing.
He then pulled the whole thing off of me until I was wearing only my underwear, which he soon pulled off too. I was yanked by the wrist into the shower. He slammed me up against the wall. Before he could thrust into me, I shouted out, "I love you!" He immediately backed away from me, and gave me a puzzled look.
"Last night, we both laid in your bed, giggling, then I fell asleep with your arm wrapped around me, and I knew. I knew that I truly was in love with you. I love you. So if we do this, it will be because we love each other, not because you demanded that we do." He was silent. He turned off the shower, and grabbed my hand, not the way he would grab my wrist and yank me wherever he wanted to go, this time he gently interlocked his fingers with mine, and led me out of the shower. "Get dried off, and get dressed, I have an idea." My mind was slightly more at ease. I wasn't scared, I was actually excited and curious about what his idea was.
I realized that all he wanted was to know that I loved him. I believed that he didn't want to hurt me, he just wanted to know he was loved.