My Poems

Anxiety

My house is overly hot right now

And I am overly dressed,

But the sky is really beautiful.

And I know that I am often sad

But at times I fall in love with the world

And I adore all the oxygen that fills my lungs.

And I know one day I'll be okay.

There are times where I wat to get better

And go out

And enjoy everything.

And there are times where I want to lie in bed,

Three days spent screaming at the walls,

Because I am scared that my feet will shatter

Upon impact with the floor,

Because I am so fragile.

And sometimes I love memories more

Than the people in them, and

I am okay with that,

Because these feelings are inevitable

And I will not escape them

But I know one day I'll be okay.

I am sorry that you have to put up with me,

And I am glad you are my friend

And I am scared that I will lose you,

But the sky is really beautiful right now and

You are too.