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Fourtris (Sorry not sorry)

Title: Shattered Glass
Relationship: Tobias Eaton/Tris Prior
Rating: Teen
Summary: "That but more so the way I am feeling. It feels exactly the same as it did that night." Tobias's eyelashes curl up and his eyes stare into the distance for a while. I gaze at his handsome face. "My heart is swallowing my body whole. It stops pumping blood when I'm around you, and that causes my brain to stop functioning. I can't control my emotions. My blood thins out. My stomach feels like a bottomless pit and I feel like I am dying. Dying of love."
FANFICTION 1: TRISXTOBIAS EXSCRIPT PART 1:
~SETTING: PRACTICALLY RIGHT AFTER DAUNTLESS INITIATION AS IF THE ATTACK ON ABNEGATION NEVER OCCURRED AND NONE OF THE FACTIONS ARE CORRUPTED ~
***
"Wait, haha really?"
"Yes Christina, really. I'm telling you we were not allowed to speak at the dinner table because it was selfish."
"More like it was selfish of your parents. It seems as if having them being the only people allowed to speak drowned them in attention."
"Well that's not how the Abnegation sees it."
"Maybe the Abnegation is just close minded." Christina says with a curled smile.
We were walking through the dauntless compound. It was a quiet evening with not much to do. We passed by the chasm with the sounds of the waves roaring. Initiation was over, and for once life seemed to be running pretty smoothly. The sun was just about setting so we decided to head back to the dorm. We would soon be packing up our belongings and moving into actual apartments. As we were walking through the dim hallways with the blue lights flickering, and the worn carpet cause by all the rowdy children, I hear a voice.
"Hey stiff." A playful voice says. The lighting in the hallway wasn't too good to make out the face. But I didn't have to make out the face; I knew that the voice belonged to Tobias. Christina gave me a look, the kind of look that friends give you when a boy you like walks into the room. A look of an energetic tease.
"Well Christina. I'm afraid this walk has come to an end because I just received my mating call."
Christina scurried into the distance of the hallway, her laughter echoing.
"How is Tobias on this fine evening?" I pronounce.
"Tobias is doing very well. Thank you for asking." He replied back.
Smiling, I giggle out sarcastically "I like your use of third person."
"Oh don't worry, I am quite aware. Why would I speak in third person if I wasn't trying to impress you?"
He grabs me by my waist his hand pressed firmly on my body. His other arm is curled around my back and he presses me up against the wall. Our noses were touching and nothing but our endless amount of love and bliss was between us. He let go of my body since I was supported by the wall and he held each palm pushed onto the wall making it so I was locked in between his arms.
"Goddammit Tris. I love you. I am in love with you. I love being in love with you. You trapped me inside all of your love and I can't escape. However, that's okay because I wouldn't want to leave. In fact I never don't want to be trapped within you-"
I cut him off in his words. I pulled into his lips and kissed him. Tongues were transfered and smiles were given. Tobias then grasps onto my lips and bites them with a gentle manner. He then makes his way down my neck kissing with such a force yet being so fragile. I clench down on my teeth trying not to moan at the matter. He then makes his way down my collar bone kissing pecks on each of the birds. He pulls away so our noses are touching. He then looks into my eyes deeper than the ocean, as if he is trying to read my brain. The words flow out of this mouth.
"Tris, I want to be bird on your collar bone, but on your left side. Your left side because I will be a part of your family, but I won't leave you behind."
I tuck my head into his muscular shoulder and Tobias returns the favor. We just stand there for a moment hugging. The world could be ending but it wouldn't matter. Time was stopped between us. I gingerly back out of his shoulder and peer up at him and out come the words, "I love you Tobias."
"I hate you." He says with a smirk. I kiss him once more.
He then pulls away from me.
"Okay Tris. I didn't call you here for no reason. I wanted to take you somewhere."
"Dammit, I was really hoping that you pulled me here for no reason!"
"Very funny Tris." He announces in a whimsical sarcastic way.
"Well where do you want to take me Mr. Four fears?"
"Awe that's cute. You think I'm going to tell you. Now why would I do that and ruin the surprise? Now come on let's go!"
His fingers then lace with mine. He drags me into the horizon with a slow jog. The dauntless compound escapes behind us. I'm just a few steps behind him so I can see his tattoo curling around his neck and the muscles on his back showing through his black t shirt. His hair moved in the patter of his downward stomps. Together we were alone in a field. It smelled like fresh cut grass as the sun was running away from the sky.
"Come on Tris! We are going to miss it!"
It didn't take me long to realize he was talking about the train. His hand was still gripped with mine, and he hadn't let go. His pulse was strong yet steady. We reach the train tracks and I have a chance to catch my breath. However, that chance was not long enough. We stand on the rusty tracks and can feel them vibrate. That's how we know the train is coming.
"On the count of three; one, two, three JUMP!" Tobias says with his voice strong as if I am still his initiate.
We make it onto the train with no issues. I take in a deep breath. I still have no idea where this boy is taking me. We lean against the wall of the train shoulder by shoulder.
"Mr. Eaton, what will it take for you to tell me where we are going?"
"We made it half way through; there is no point in telling you now." A smirk on Tobias face arises.
"Why do you want to know so badly?"
"You could be taking me to a murderer for all I know."
"Tris," He smiles as he says my name. "Don't worry; I'm not taking you to a murderer."
"Then-"
His words cut me off. His warm lips touch mine. His long fingers pull back weaving into my hair. I sit on his lap with my legs straddling him. We just sat there on the hard floor, my ass on his thighs, mouth to mouth. That boy had a clever way of shutting me up. His breath smelled like metal and blood. Everything about Tobias was strong and powerful; his muscular body, his face, and his eyes. Yet he had the softest lips. His hands run down my spine giving me chills. He pulls away from my face biting my lips as he leaves.
"As much I enjoy kissing you, Tris Prior, I'm afraid our ride comes to an end here."
We both stand up off the hard concrete flooring. I brush the dirt off my black denim jeans. Tobias jumps off the train and I follow his lead. I hit the ground with a hard thump and land on my knees. It didn't hurt for the grass was thick and long. The sun had just escaped the earth. It was dark out now, with nothing but the moonlight to guide us. I had trouble seeing, but Tobias didn't. It seemed as if he traveled along this path many times before, and had memorized the steps.
***
After walking for a few minutes we reach a building. The building was abandoned. It had shattered windows leaving glass all over the floor surrounding the building. It looked like it was about to collapse. This was the building that I had gone zip lining on, when I was high above the sky looking down on empty space below me.
"Tris, hop on my back, I don't want you to get cut by the glass."
"Then why would you bring me here if there is glass on the ground!?"
"Are you giving up a free piggy back ride or what?"
Tobias bends down and I hop up onto his back. My legs are wrapped around his torso squeezing tightly meanwhile my arms are wrapped around his neck helping me hold myself up for support. I like the feeling as if I am a little kid again. I feel invincible. Butterflies are now swarming my stomach just as they did when we first kissed in the chasm. I felt alive, and it clearly didn't take much for me to feel this way. I tuck my head into Tobias shoulders and just try to enjoy the moment before it ends.
"Open up the door my hands are full."
"Full of my hot body on top of you." I reply whit-fully.
"You want me to drop you?"
"Okay, okay."
I cover my hand with my sleeve (after all who knows what has touched these handles) and pry the door open. It was pitch black inside. As Tobias walked, I could hear his every foot clash against the rusty wooden floors. My heart was racing in sync with his footsteps. Adrenalin was rushing through me similar to when I first held a gun in my hands during dauntless initiation.
"Alright Tris, you are going to have to get off my back now."
"Awe." I say with disappointment
"Says the girl who hesitates to get on in the first place...." He snaps back flirtatiously.
My sneakers smack against the ground as he drops me to the floor.
"Hold my hand so I don't lose you." Tobias commands.
"I don't see a problem with that." I giggle peering up at him.
Tobias whips a cell phone out of his pocket for some light. He hovers it over the empty space in front of us. Eventually, the light flickers over a button. The button is protected by a glass covering. The glass wasn't locked; it was just connected with hinges, so Tobias lifts the glass up and smacks the button with his right hand. Some lights start to turn on in the building, the lights are extremely dim, but at least we didn't have to survive off the light from his cell phone anymore.
"I just turned the generator on so now we should be able to see a little better, and more importantly ride the elevator." Tobias said with his voice monotone.
We ride the elevator one hundred floors up.
***
We step out of the elevator once we reach the top floor. Tobias leads me to a fire exit. We push the heavy concrete door open and we walk up a flight of stairs. He pushes open another door at the top of the steps and I feel cool air brush against my skin. After we step out through the door, we were there, just the two of us, standing on the roof of an abandoned building.
"Sorry if it was a hassle to get here." Tobias says disappointedly.
"Tobias." I say with a scowl. "No one has ever gone out of their way to try and impress me."
"I have. Just now."
"Tobias." I scowl again. "You know what I mean!" A smile stretches across my face.
"C'mere."
Holding my hand that he hadn't let go of, we walk to the edge of the building.
"What faction are we in?" Tobias asked, even though he already knew the answer.
"Dauntless..."
"And what do we believe?"
"Tobias, I'm not your initiate."
"I will repeat myself. What do we believe?"
"We believe the world was corrupted because of cowardness."
"Correct. So tonight, I refuse to be a coward." I look at him puzzled. "We are going to sit on the edge of this building with our feet hanging off, one thousand feet above the ground. I am determined to make my fear of heights vanish for the night." I go first. I pull myself up over the rim of the building and then sit so my feet are hanging one thousand feet about the ground. Nothing was supporting me besides my own body. I could see Tobias shaking, and the blood rush to his eyes. He turned cold at the thought of height.
"We don't have to do this you know."
"I want to. We are going to sit there together. You and me."
"Do you need my help?" I lend Tobias my hand. He grips at my hand harshly like a woman in labor. He pulls his body up just as I did and after a few minutes his feet are hanging with mine mixed in above the ground.
My hand then presses up against the concrete rim of the building with Tobias's hand on top of mine. For a second we just sit there in silence. Into the distance we could see the blue lights from Erudite. And the stars were directly above us glistening. Together, Tobias and I were away from the world. We had escaped the universe of its troubles. We were feeling each other's warmth against the chilly air. The world didn't look like itself from up that high. It looked beautiful for once. I rest my head against Tobias's shoulder. Tobias then breaks the silence.
"This reminds me of capture the flag, when we climbed the Ferris wheel."
"What, the fact that you have a fear of heights?"
"That but more so the way I am feeling. It feels exactly the same as it did that night." Tobias's eyelashes curl up and his eyes stare into the distance for a while. I gaze at his handsome face. "My heart is swallowing my body whole. It stops pumping blood when I'm around you, and that causes my brain to stop functioning. I can't control my emotions. My blood thins out. My stomach feels like a bottomless pit and I feel like I am dying. Dying of love." The twilight reflects against his skin. "Beatrice Prior, I love you."
"I hate you too." I say. Tobias blushes. And bashfully replies,
"Hey, you remind me of someone. You remind me of an 18 year old boy. I believe his name
was-"
"Tobias" I cut off finishing his sentence. I pause. "Tobias I love you."
He turns his head downward to my head on his shoulder. I lift my head up toward him. Our noses were touching and I could view nothing but his eyes.
"Do I have permission to kiss you?"
I nod. He leans in real slow and gingerly. His soft lips pull at mine. Our jaws are moving together in rhythm. In the midst of our kissing he says "Goddammit Tris I fucking love you."
"Shut up and kiss me harder."
There we were. The two of us. Alone, one thousand feet above the ground, with nothing surrounding us besides the night swallowing us whole. The lights reflected from the sky just as our love reflected off each other. Tobias and I were drowning in our own love for each other. The deeper we sank, the harder it was for us to breathe.