Can't We Just Stop?

Why'd You Do It?

Next day
Toni's P.O.V
I laid on my back just staring at the ceiling, while Cheryl was cuddled into my side sleeping. I looked at the alarm clock that was on the bedside table, and it read 4:21. I groaned at the fact that I was up at this time in the morning. I had woken up to go pee, and when I tried to fall back asleep, I couldn't so now here I am. I sighed and then looked back up at the ceiling, drowning into my thoughts.

I know everyone says that I slept with Veronica and Betty saw it with her own eyes but I'm still confused. I really don't remember willingly sleeping with her, and honestly I don't even remember drinking that much. I closed my eyes trying to remember the night of the party the best I could. I've been doing this ever since I "slept" with Veronica, and each day I get closer to what happened. I racked through my brain to remember that night for minutes and I groaned getting frustrated, until I saw it.

I sat up quickly opening my eyes and accidentally woke Cheryl up. "Mmm T.T are you okay" Cheryl said while rubbing her eyes. I nodded my head, wrapped my arms around her and laid both of us back down. She shifted closer to me and cuddled me, while I had an arm around her waist. She looked up at me in the dark and asked "Are you sure? Cause I felt you get up really fast". I nodded my head and said "It was just a bad dream".

She rubbed her hand against my collarbone softly and said "Okay. Do you want to talk about it". I shook my head no and told her "It's fine, it wasn't that bad but I'm alright. I promise". "If you say so" she said smiling a bit. I smiled back and then Cheryl brought her face closer to mine making my heart speed up. She pressed her lips against mine which shocked me, making me freeze for a few seconds.

Then I snapped out of it and kissed her back with passion. I sighed against her lips, sitting up, and pulled her closer to me, as we continued kissing. I missed kissing her soft lips like this, it was the best feeling ever. She held my face and brought me down into her, making me kiss her even harder. Then we both pulled away breathless with slightly swollen lips. She just stared at me, which made me blush and put my head down. I hope she didn't see it, but I'm sure she did with the moonlight shinning through the window.

I felt her hand against my cheek again, which made me look at her. I saw her smiling at me, and then she whispered out "I love you Toni". I smiled and felt like crying from how happy I was hearing her say that. I brought her into another  kiss, and pulled away saying "I love you so much Cher, you don't even know". She smiled and rubbed my cheek with her hand and said "I'm pretty sure I do T.T cause I feel the same exact way". I smiled really wide, making her smile too, and then I laid down, pulling her on top of me. "Goodnight Cher" I whispered to her. "Goodnight T.T, I love you" she said sleepily. I smiled and kissed her forehead saying "I love you more".

I thought about what I saw when I tried remembering what happened at the party and started to get mad. I heard Cheryl's little snores, and she was softly rubbing her hand against the back of my neck. I calmed down just by her gentle touch, and thought about the kisses we just shared. I smiled to myself feeling extremely happy and hoping we would get back together, sooner or later. I felt myself getting tired, so I closed my eyes, with a smile on my face, thinking about Cheryl.

Morning
I groaned when I heard the alarm go off, and slammed my fist against it which resulted in it breaking. I opened my eyes and looked at the now broken alarm clock thinking that's one cheap ass alarm clock. I looked at Cheryl and saw that she was sleeping soundly and cutely, but she has to get up now. I know that last night we kissed and all but I don't want to over step any boundaries so I pushed the idea of kissing her til she wakes up.

After minutes of trying to wake her up, I was ready to give up. I yelled at her, banged pots together, played loud ass music, told her I was going to piss in her breakfast, and yet  nothing. All she did was moan and groan, and toss and turn in the bed. I sighed and decided to try one last thing. I got in bed and straddled Cheryl, and then pressed my lips against hers. Immediately she started kissing me and I was going to pull away but she wrapped her arms around my neck and kissed me deeply. I softly moaned in her mouth and then opened my mouth and she explored it with her tongue. We sat there and made out, but before we could go any further I put my hand on her chest and gently pushed her away from me.