2.) What if..?

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What if i don't wake up tomorrow
What if i od on the pills that are supposed to keep me healthy
What if last night's "good night" was the last good night you heard from me
What if the next time you see my face would be when you were putting me to rest

What if all I ever wished for was something you hated now
What if all I ever wanted was something you bought now
What if all of my feelings were something u wanted to understand now
What if all of my writing meant something to you now

What if all my words were preserved deep into your brain now
What if a simple yes or no from you would've changed the outcome of this how
What if I was heard when all refused to listen to me
What if I wasn't as broken as I thought I was

What if my heart wasn't bleeding like I thought it was
What if my wrists didn't bear the scars of my misery
What if my brain didn't bear the scars of your torture
What if you looked at me when i had something to say

What if I would've lived today

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