I wish
...
I wish it wasn't that hard for you to see me happy
I wish it wasn't complicated for me to allow myself a false sense of peace
I wish it was easy for you to see me love me
I wish it was easy for you to love me
I wish the pain you caused withered away
I wish you wouldn't allow a false sense of hope to fester in my mind
I wish, every night, I never get to see tomorrow's light
I wish you'd just let me go
I wish it wasn't too much to ask for your sympathy
I wish I was strong enough to hold my head high
I wish I was nothing that you said I was
I wish I was brave enough to tell you I hate neon walls
I wish you'd just listen to me
I wish I wasn't as traumatised as I am
I wish I didn't have the scars that I have
I wish I didn't hate myself the way I do
I wish I wasn't that difficult to love
I wish you would love me enough for the scars on my heart to heal
Because, by folly and default, it was unsurprising.
But, I suppose, everything transpicuous is not always that apparent
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My Elegies.
PoetryAn assemblage of poetry for the unheard emotions and voices. Death is not the only tragedy a loving person suffers through. There are many more. Walk with me through the pages, to know that someone out there loves you a lot. These are me elegies t...
