Clarity (No Not the Song)

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It's interesting, some of the happiest moments come when you just stop and think. When you actually think, many things become so real. We are too busy running around, doing a million and one things, we forget what is right in front of us. For me, these moments come at random times, usually in conversation or when I'm awake late at night with nothing to do. I tend to get very absorbed in my own thoughts, sometimes I don't realize how selfish I can be. Though when that moment of clarity comes through, it is a glorious thing. When you realize how much someone so close to you truly means to you. I made this realization a couple of months ago, yet I am reminded each and every day. You wonder, "How did I live before this person?" The idea seems odd, scary, and all-around unappealing. The weird part is waiting for that person to come to the same realization. A phrase stuck not in the heart, but in the mind. There is an awkwardness that comes with this knowledge. In the moments when you share more about yourself, opening yourself up to me, really trusting me, I find myself forcing myself not to say it. Though everyday I am falling deeper and harder for you. I like when you share your opinions with me , and have me read your writing, asking what I think, and it's all amazing. I wish you could see yourself as I see you, but I will show you, I will prove it to you and that's a promise. Then I get the moments of reality, the distance between us.

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