Isn't it crazy how one person can cause so much pain
How one memory can leave you drained
How one memory can leave you sane
But you act like nothing , hiding in all your pain
It's crazy to me how one person can say "I love you"
How they can promise you the world
How they tell you they will be here forever
How they make you happy
Make memories with you
Making you think u will be forever
And then suddenly one day there just gone
No explanation
Just a sorry excuse
Making you rethink your worth
Making you think you were the problem
Making you think you could have been better
Making you think you aren't good enough
When they go live a happy life as if nothing happened
And there your are
Stuck , broken , in pain
10 months later here I am
Still in pain , constantly thinking of you
While your out there not even giving one thought about me
I sit in pain
With you on my mind
Trying to hide my emotions so no one will realize
"You'll be ok" they say
Honestly I think that's just a stupid saying.
I am hurt
I am hurt
I am hurt
I am hurt
I am hurt
I am hurt
No one understands how broken he left me
How hurt I feel
How broken I feel
How alone I feel
How dumb I feel
He hurt me so deep
He left a scar , and it's so hard to patch up
It's so hard to focus on anything
It's so hard to not think of him
Why is it that he hurt me so bad but yet after so long not a day has he left my mind
Still I'm trying to keep my emotions inside
I try and hide a smile
But it just gets harder each day to be honest
When all I wanna do is scream my lungs out
Cry my eyes out
And yell at you for leaving me this pain
For leaving me all the blame
For me constantly rethinking my worth
Me thinking I'm not good enough for love
Me thinking I was never good enough for you.
It isn't fair how you can move on with life
How you can move on to someone new
How you can block me on everything like I was never in your life
How you can delete all the pictures like it was nothing
How you can erase all our memories as it never meant anything
How you can tell me "I love you" but leave like nothing
How you can be so happy
But yet I'm here broken
Thinking I'm not good enough for anyone
How all this pain has drowned me
How all these tears made me forget how happy I use to be
How I forgot how to smile
How I forgot how to love another
How I put your feelings before mine , and I ended up broken
Because I lost myself in you.
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Emotions
Non-FictionMany emotions in one , more like telling my life stories rather than make up any , heartbreak , depression , confidence , self love , and etc. Most things I'm sure are relatable to many of us
