Chapter 2

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It was summer and I don’t have any plans but to stay at home. Kaming dalawa lang ni mama sa bahay dahil only child naman ako.

My dad is an OFW at matagal ko na siyang hindi nakikita almost 4 years. Grade six pa ang huli naming kita sa kaniya. Hindi ako lumalabas ng bahay o pumupunta sa kapitbahay. Well, I’m not in good terms with our neighbors.

The nerve of them! May issue sila kay mama pati ako dadamayin nila? Where’s their logic?! Ni wala nga akong hinanakit sa kanila. Sabi nga nila kapag galit sila sa nanay pati sa anak galit na rin sila.

I know I’m boring. Wala akong ginawa buong high school ko kundi school at bahay lang. Minsan pumupunta ring plaza para kumain ng siomai.

I actually envy my classmates dahil they really enjoyed their “high school life”. They chatted with their crushes, nagka-boyriend, nagka-MU… ako?

Imagining having a boyfriend with a fictional character. During our break time, youtube, instagram, facebook at wattpad lang ang inaatupag ko. My life revolves around them.

I never tried any dating apps. But because I’m bored and I want to talk with someone I decided to tried omegle. I know that there is a possibility that I will encounter a pervert or someone na gustong makipagsexchat. I just want to know if may makakausap akong maayos dito.

I typed my interests. Chubby. Aesthetic. Philippines. Introvert. Nerd.

“You both like Chubby”

Stranger: Hi
Stranger: M
Me: F
Stranger: 30 years old. Looking for someone to spice up my night.

I immediately canceled it. Then, masturbate, you dimwit!

“You both like Introvert”

Stranger: Hi!
F
Me: Hi! I’m a female too. I’m sorry I don’t know how to start a conversation.
Stranger: Haha. Typical for introverts.

We talked about some things and she gave me some advise but she end our conversation.

“You both like Chubby”

Stranger: 33. M
Married but I want some thrill.

I immediately canceled it. Fucking cheater ba’t di makuntento?!

“You both like chubby”

Stranger: ()*(&^$$^

Me: Teen?
I don’t understand

Stranger: Yeah why?

Me: Oh! Me too

Stranger: Cool

Me: I’m chubby

Stranger: Where are you from man?
I’m Italian

Me: Are you a girl?
(Naninigurado lang hahaha.)

Stranger: No, I’m a boy.

Me: Okay. I’m a girl. Philippines.
It’s evening here.

Stranger: Cool I want to travel the world. So I’ll be there somewhen.
Here it’s 3pm
Ahahaha
(Luh? Nakakatawa yon? Anong somewhen?)

Me: I’m an introvert so I don’t know how to start a conversation.

Stranger: ummmh
I’m an extrovert!

Me: How’s life? Mine is just school and home

Stranger: Let’s see…
Oh I’m studying really hard atm

Me: Oh! Online class?

Stranger: Nope. I’m studying for summer exams

Me: okay…

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