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Chapter 10

Chapter 10

I was stunned of what I saw. Ewan ko kung bakit ko pa ginawa at may sariling utak ata ang kamay ko para pindutin ang article at basahin ito.

CEO of Moretti Pharmaceuticals, Luca Alessandro Moretti and supermodel, Elena Stravinski was seen in a gala last night.

They entered the hall together and when Elena ask about their relationship, she just smiled and said "We're getting there."

They are also seen that they went out of the hall together.

Based on what she said, it seems like they're really dating.

Luca looks handsome on his three-piece suit and the girl beside him looks gorgeous on her Cheri Hill gown. She is linking her arms on Luca's.

I didn't know what to feel. Ny heart hurts because of the article read just now. But, do I have the right to own Luca when in the first place we are not really "official ".

My subconscious is saying that he is my suitor. Label or not he's pursuing me means he's giving his commitment to me.

Nangingilid ang luha ko habang iniisip kung totoo ba talaga ang nabasa ko. Na may girlfriend ba talaga si Luca. I checked the article and the site is a legit one.

Luca is a bachelor. Handsome is an understatement to describe him. His oozing sex appeal dominates his presence. Maraming babae man o hindi ang napapalingon dito. While me?

I don't even know how I can describe myself. Luca is the reason why my self-esteem is increasing. I feel confident whenever I'm with him because he's always making me feel confident. Hindi sa iba sa paningin niya at wala siyang pakealam sa kung ano man ang sabihin ng ibang tao.

I need to confirm it himself. Dapat siya mismo ang magsabi sa akin na girlfriend niya yung babaeng yon.

Pero Maelyn... Magpapakamartyr ka na naman? Iba naman ang sinasabi ng aking utak.

Gulong-gulo na ako sa aking nararamdaman. Hindi ko maiwasang magtampo sa kaniya. Hinihintay ko ang kaniyang tawag at sinusubukan ko rin siyang tawagan ngunit hindi ko siya macontact.

My tears started  streaming down my face. I can't believe na iiyak na naman ako dahil sa isang lalaki!

I decided to watch a funny movie para makalimutan ko sandali ang pinoproblema ko.

Hanggang matapos ko ang movie ay hindi pa rin matanggal sa isipan ko si Luca at ang kaniyang girlfriend.

At ang lintik kong luha ay dumaloy ulit sa aking mukha! Bakit ba ako umiiyak? I'm telling myself before. They are not worth your tears! Ano bang problema sa akin? Is it because of my physical appearance.

Sabihin nating hindi hadlang ang pagiging mataba para maging maganda. But still, even you advocate an equality and discrimination about women's sizes. The society already set its standards! Balibaliktarin man yan, may nakatatak na sa isipan ng lahat.

Gender equality? There is still a barrier about that when it comes to work and judgment of the people.

Nagising ako sa silak ng araw na tumambad sa aking mukha. Namumugto ang aking mata dahil sa iniyak ko kagabi.

I went to the bathroom to wash my face but when I saw my face, I look awful! My face is puffy at parang kinagat ng bubuyog ang mata ko!

I wash my face with cold water para maibsan ang pamamaga ng aking mukha at para na rin magising.

I went out to the balcony of my room and I can't help but to smile when I saw the view of beach and mountains here in my room. At least, there is still something good about this day huh?