one night stand // Luke Hemmings

thirty two

I grab my things and walk back along the corridor, still half drunk, still half naked. At this point I don't care anymore. I tried so hard with Luke, he promised me he changed. But he didn't. He's still the same Luke that didn't care about me 3 years ago and he's still the same Luke who doesn't care about me today. When I get into our room I immediately go in for a shower.

As I'm washing myself I run over the events of tonight. I can't help but feel guilty for what happened between Ashton and I, but then I remember what Luke and Amelia did.

I sigh and drop down to the floor, my back against the cold wall. The tears flow out my eyes and I cry quietly. I'm so many emotions, I'm hurt, I'm angry, I'm upset and most of all I feel betrayed. I gave Luke everything, I gave him me. He took me and twisted me, I fell into his disgusting trap, I fell for him.

I hear the door lock shut then a few footsteps. I stop crying and finish washing myself. I turn the shower off and wrap a towel around myself. Just as I do ,the handle to the bathroom moves, I ignore it.

"Baby it's me" Luke slurs.

I ignore him.

I dry myself off and put pj's on. Doing so, I ignore Lukes attempt to get my attention. Once ready I turn the lock and step out, brushing past Luke not looking at him.

"What's wrong Mi" he asks cluelessly.

"Don't call me Mi anymore, don't even speak to me" I spit putting my hair up in a messy bun.

"What have I done?" He asks defensively.

"What have you done? What have you done!?" I ask raising my voice.

He looks at me with a blank expression, his eyes don't budge from mine and his lips stay closed.

"I seen you, I know what you done with Amelia" I say really quiet this time.

I try so hard not to brake down. But the feelings are drowning me.

"What are you talking about" he asks screwing his eyes up.

"Don't play dumb with me Luke" I say.

"What are you on about Mia?" he shouts. I flinch.

His face immediately softens, realising he scared me a little.

"You finger fucked Amelia in the stall next to mine! That's what I'm on about" I shout, absolutely done with his games.

"My best friend " I add.

He doesn't open his mouth he looks at me with sorry eyes.

"That's what I thought" I spit climbing under the covers facing outwards so my back would be to him in bed.

He undresses and gets into bed closer to me than I want. I shift even closer to the edge expecting him to get the hint.

He puts his arm on my waist put I push it away. A few tears slip my eyes. But Luke can't see me. I burry my head into the pillow and try to fall asleep. But I can't, I can't sleep like this, I'm so used to Lukes arms around me, protecting me but now I lie alone, untouched.

I stay awake for hour until I can't cry anymore.

The next morning I wake up at seven am, with only 4 hours sleep. I pull shorts and a tank top on. I walk down to Calum's room. The only person who I can trust anymore. I knock lightly, knowing they still will be asleep. A few knocks later a shirtless Calum appears at the door.

"What's wrong mia" he asks concerned.

I burst into tears, unable to speak the words I planned.

He pulls me in for a hug, something I really needed. He shh's me and brings me into the room. Sophie awakes and immediately grabs me for a hug. Calum leaves the room and I know exactly where he's going.

"No, cal, don't" I croak. But it's too late, he's already at my hotel room. I cry into Sophie's chest.

"I'm sorry Sophie" I sniff.

"It's okay darling, tell me what he has done"

How does everyone know its Luke who has upset me? Oh yeah, that's because they all know what he's like, they all warned me, but I believed Luke, I believed he changed. Everyone was so aware but me. It was as if I thought he was going to make everything better, like he could make up for all the years he damaged of my life. I was so stupid.

I hear Calum and Luke shouting and run back down to the room.

"Please stop cal" I beg grabbing his arm which is tensed up, and pulling it back.

"Mia you can't let him hurt you anymore" he says to me.

"I know. I won't. Because I don't ever want to see him again" I say still recovering from my brake down.

"Please, mi, you don't mean that. I love you" he says.

This is the first time he said those words. But they didn't give me the butterflies they should. It made my stomach churn.

Because he didn't love me. He didn't mean it, just like he said.

"You don't mean it, just like everything else you ever told me or promised, it was all lies, you used me, you took everything I gave you and used it, you didn't care, because all I ever was to you, was a one night stand"

I LOVE YOU ALL SO SO SO SO MUCH

BYEEEEEEEEE