one night stand // Luke Hemmings

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I was so so so drunk. I don't know what the hell I was thinking. I honestly could not remember a thing that happened. But as soon as i seen Ashton upset, I knew I had stepped out of line.

I don't remember much. I just know I messed up. The whole group has parted it's ways. Ashton and I are no longer together, and everyday I blame myself more and more.

I knew there was nothing I could do to fix the tangled mess we are all caught up in.

Flashback.

The morning after was probably the worst day of my life. As soon as I awoke with a bad headache and nausea, the event played back in my mind and I had zero clue on what to do. I didn't know who to talk to. I didn't know who even wanted to be part of my life anymore. It was pretty obvious though, that Cal and Michael would choose Mia over me anyway, they always took a liking to her. Where as I had only Ashton to relay on, but now? Nada.

Once I climbed out of bed and realised Ashton was no where to be seen. I dared venture the hotel to try find him. He probably didn't want anything to do with me although I don't blame him.

If I could, I would run away from myself too.

I spent the whole day in the hotel room alone. I was pretty thankful that no one came in, that is until later that night when Mia walked in.

"Hey" I say quietly, unsure what to do or say.

"The flight leaves tomorrow morning 10 am sharp, so be ready by 7am." She says in a monotone voice and walks out without looking me in the eye.

I sigh and flop back down, my stomach rumbles but I refuse to leave the room, as I cannot face the consequences of my actions.

Because I am a coward.