sacrifices

part one

Spencer's POV

I walk into the lunch court to finally eat after a long morning of bickering with other prisoners. Out of the corner of my eye I see a women, she is yelling and pulling away from the guards when they try to detain her. ¨GO TO HELL YOU SON OF A BITCH¨ is what she is yelling to another man also being detained.the man was quite muscular and had tattoos all around his body, i wouldn't mess around with him. out of curiosity i bring all my attention to the catastrophe along with other inmates. ¨HE IS SUCH A PERV, NO ONE TOUCHES ME LIKE THAT¨ is the last thing she says before being hauled off by the guards. I quickly ran up to the man she was yelling at and asked what happened. ¨she is a slutty whore just asking for it¨ was all he mustered up before also being hauled off. his breath badly smelt like cigar smoke. cigarette smoking is responsible for 480,000 deaths per year in the United States and on top of that it leads to absurd smelling breath.

i sit down alone and start to each my slop of a lunch this prison calls food, i guess most of them do not deserve good food. i am innocent though so it makes me more aggravated.

a short dark man approaches me. furrowing my brow i watch him walk towards me. he walks like an alpha and does not seem to have a drop of fear in his eyes, unlike me. he sits down and i recognize him as a former FBI agent. ¨hello Spencer, Calvin Shaw¨ he says. i assume he knows a lot about this institution because of the way he speaks and holds his head high. so i ask him who the women was that was yelling earlier.

¨oh that is Y/N, she is one tough women. supposedly she killed her cheating ex husband, she has been here for just over a year and she has every man and women at her knees, even i am sometimes frightened of her¨ i think for a moment of how she stood her ground and her feirce look in her eye, i guess i would not put that description past her. ¨what do you mean 'supposedly'? do you think she is innocent?¨ i ask confused.

calvin looks at her for a moment seeming to think of his next words, ¨well she claims she was fraimed but her attitude is what got her to this high of a prison¨ out conversation was cut short when a gaurd yells that it is time to head back to our cells. i walk slumply to my cell and lay down thinking about Y/N. she is quite beautiful. I feel sleepy while thinking about her. i should talk to her.

  the next morning arrives and i get ready to go outside for free time. i put on my coat and walk into the yard. scanning the people Y/N catches my eye. i bite the inside of my cheek as i start to approach her. she is laughing with other women who appear to be her friends. i stop right behind her not realizing i was at my destination.

¨what do you want?¨ the red haired women talking to Y/N says to me. my face falls flat when i realize i do not acctually have a reason to be there. i sart to turn on my feet when Y/N turns around and says ¨can i help you?¨ i turn around and look at her, i am uderaly struck by her beauty and my mind goes blank. her lips are full and her dimples show when she speaks. she asks again even louder and i snap out of it. ¨i just was coming to say hi and ask if you were ok, i heard what happened yesterday¨

Y/N looks at me for a moment then turns around to shoo the other women. she looks at me and i hold my breath not knowing what her next words would be. ¨i am fine, who the hell are you and what are you doing in my business?¨ her tone caught me off guard, i suppose calvin did say she was tough. i stumble on my words ¨m-my name is Spencer, i am sorry for affending you¨ she looks me dead in the eye for a momet too long. she is short, i tower a good foot over her.

¨well hello spencer¨ she says in a sarcastic way,¨what are you in for?¨ i was taken back by her question and how blunt and cold she speaks. i look at her eyes and notice hurt burried  within them. ¨uh-i do not like talking about it¨ she looks at me again holding my gaze. ¨then get the hell out of here¨ she says coldly. her teeth are perfect, i can not help but wonder what her lips would taste like. she repeats the words again sternly and with that i walk away.