Spencer's POV
Last night I saw Y/N in a club. I could not help but stare at her, she is gorgeous. I needed a drink because all the shit going on in my head and at the BAU. I just needed an outlet. I can not believe I almost relapsed into my old patterns. So close. So close to taking the pain away, but I knew I needed to have my head right when my mom was kidnapped by that bitch. Losing my job and now having to teach. I can not say I hate it although, but I do miss my family. I came along her last night and wow she was a wreck. I accidentally let my dominant persona out on her, I was drunk. That's my excuse. I just wanted to put her against the wall and have her whimper at my feet. I pulled that thought out of my mind though when I was how flustered she was. I had to help.
I woke up this morning and saw Y/N on my couch. She looked beautiful sleeping. I decided not to wake her. I took it into my own hands to get her an extra key from the lobby receptionist. I left her a note with bottled water and Advil for her headache I'm sure she would have from the night before. Along with the note I left her keys. I got ready for class and left her there in my apartment.
As I walked into class I could not focus. I had a beautiful girl sleeping on my couch at home that I could be taking care of. Instead I put my priorities first and went to work.
WRITERS NOTE
sorry this chapter is SO short but this is Spencer's POV. ALSO, I'm sorry this story is going slow I wanted to set up a thorough back round for Y/N and Spencer's meeting. Do not fret, SMUT is here to come soon 🤭 anywho hope you enjoy lovely people
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sacrifices
FanfictionUPDATE: this book was called "his devil" I changed it to sacrifices as I deemed it more fitting! Happy reading!! I realize as I'm writing this it turns out to be more of a novel. Please lmk if you like this kind of writing!! Y/N and Spencer both w...
