His wandering eye.

chapter 2

Jason

Josh my Beta walked into my room to wake me up making an announcement. "Today is the new moon festival and all the family heads are demanding you attend." "Not again" I said as I got out of bed completely naked. I knew that would make him uncomfortable enough to leave. He just stood there instead. "Jason, I understand you like your freedoms. You don't want a family, but that's not your choice as alpha. We need to to find your omega." I snapped at him "Josh stop! Just stop pushing this! If I wanted a mate I'd go. I don't want the distraction though. We have work to focus on. I'm taking a shower, now go!" I walked straight into my shower and blasted the hot water. I'd been feeling the pull again all night. The same strong pull I'd been feeling during every new moon for over a year. Just getting laid wasn't cutting it anymore. I knew at 26 I was supposed to be mated by now. Most get mated within the first year or 2 after leaving home and moving into the singles shack as we called it. While many find their mates at the new moon festival I hadn't attended for 5 years. At 20 I became Alpha. It was my job I had to focus on, not love. I used to want that, but I'd never say it out loud. I'd never admit I feel the push getting stronger each new moon. It's almost painful to resist now. Sex helps keep it at bay. I have one woman I keep on hand for that. Lily. She's 23 now and begging me to mark her. She knows we can't be mates but she wants to belong to me. I won't lie its tempting. It would get everyone off my back as it would mean I can't mark a mate while another woman has mine. It would stop the painful pull to find one. Just the thought of seeing Lily owned and as nothing but my sexual property is making me hard.

I could call for her now and she'd let me bend her over without a word of protest. Instead I slid my Hand down to my cock and slowly started stroking myself to the thought of marking her, owning her, fucking her. I rubbed myself raw and nothing was happening. Then out of nowhere I felt the pull start. My thoughts drifted towards the thought of finding my mate and filling her with my cum. Of watching her stomach grow with a part of me inside her. Of kissing her stomach while looking into her eyes, green eyes. At that moment I came. With cum all over my hand I stared at it and wondered why my thoughts had gone that direction. I hadn't thought about a family since my days at the single shack.

As alpha, I didn't live at the single shack but instead at the alpha manner. I was too exposed at the single shack. I must remain above my pack to show power and strength. I quickly got dressed and headed to my office downstairs. I practically lived there sitting all day at my grandfather's large mahogany desk with my laptop. I took all my meals there at the small table in front of the large bay window overlooking the lake. I'd would've slept there on one of the large leather couches, but I love my bedroom more. It was my sanctuary. The one place that was mine alone. People didn't come in and out as they pleased. Nobody even dared knock. I never even brought Lily there. I almost felt guilty for keeping her. She was once mated. I killed him to have her. She didn't die from the break because she was with her alpha being filled with my cum on a regular basis. I knew taking another's mate was a guaranteed way to make sure she wouldn't be my own mate or end up pregnant. To set her free now would literally kill her. How could I find a mate and bring her into this mess?

I had been in my office for 15 minutes when Josh barged in. "Josh this had better be important." I snapped. His face was unusually stone cold as he said " The families have called a pack meeting in 10 minutes. It's about you and a mate." This wasn't good. A pack meeting meant they were going to force this. I wasn't going to attend and be forced to sit silently as I was the topic and unable to speak on the matter.

I waited for over an hour still no word. I had lunch brought in. I finished lunch and got started on some work. We did work in investments as not to interact with normal humans. It was highly profitable if you were smart about it. Which we were.
After 2 and half hours Josh returned with the verdict. "Get dressed up Cinderella, cause you're going to the ball" I nodded "Thanks smartass!"

Oddly I wasn't too upset at the idea. An hour later I even found myself actually looking forward to it. It had been 5 years since I'd gone. I did have a blast last time. Women threw themselves at me, and I wasn't even Alpha then. Having so many women in one night was amazing. To think one of the women I'd take tonight could be my mate. What if I did find my mate there? Then everything would change. I'd have to take Lily now before I left. It would buy me time if a mate were found. Fucking her after bringing my mate home would not be good for my potential realationship.